we love legs

last

2009-05-01T11:05:00.003+08:00

my last post for this blog.. yea.. i would like to sae that.. im really sorry for all the mess and trouble i cause you guys.. really am sorry for that.. yea?.. hope that you guys will forgive me... yea?.. haish.. aniwae.. im removing my name from this blog.. so its officially yours PK.. dun werry..i'l still help you with it.. aite?.. and when im ready with my blog.. then i'll let you guys know.. and it'll be private ah.. well if i have one laa.. aite?.. so.. once again.. im really sorry for all the trouble i've cause.. Peace guys!

Please ignore this notice.

2009-04-27T10:15:00.002+08:00

ok i morning everyone, haha here to do my part in a blog co-owned which is more and more like sap's. haha funny thing is one day while going back home sollihin and i thought hey why no we open our blog too, thinking that since we are online almost everyday so it cant be that hard right? to jus update everyday, GUESS what we were fucking wrong lol haha. seriously man this updating blog everyday thing can be a chore man, i rather do the dishes, mop the floor, hang the clothes and sweep the floor. i think.. haha

well lets see supposed to be at work but decided to go AWOL. off my phone and face the fury next day, what a good plan right :) haha. i am not a bad worker okay mus understand my work sucks!! actually practically 90% of the jobs just sucks.

everyday goin office and call random companies for events!!how fun right. that was totally sarcasm ok and if u didnt catch that, damn man look for rasyid he will teach u the ABC of sarcasm or u can look for another professor of sarcasm, sap himself.

hmm lots of things wanna plan for the coming month, wanna join in jus tell me or us.

1) soccer matches
2) och outing
3) fishing, i so need to get laid in this department man, no fishes yet.
4) bbq
5) drinking session
6) wolverine man!!!!
7) outing with Cool clique man, seriously man fucking long already man since we did this.

ok bah enough already talking like totally free like that haha just came to mind i am working too, hahaaha

ohya best part 2 of my frens dreamt about me and the funny thing is they are quite similar man.

cut the story short dont wanna drag to long. simply put it my both my frens dreamt i kena hostage!? yeah i know wtf right who the fuck wanna waste time and take me as hostage!! u are probably gonna get like $3.75 for ransom and i would be declared bankrupt haha.

kk my teacher told me that u write a compo cannot just ending like that mus slowly indicate that u are ending already so i am gonna end slowly.

this
is
the
ending
of
the
compo. go do something productive!!!gogogogo

2 Quotes from Army Daze

Corporal Ong - When the river flows down the mountain and turns in a pond, there will be fish!!

When the chicken learns to swim, the duck can catch worms!!!

haha thats it folks.

ohhhhh

2009-04-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

ohhh ohhh.. i forgot to mention that..

on mondae... first dae of schoool.. i was a Kakak la seiii.. guess where and what time.. mornnnnnn.. 8.45am at the school canteeenn.. likeee.. woahh.. the 2nd 'person' to greet me to skool.. she came out of the toilet i think.. and i saw 'her' came out and glide past me.. and vanished to thin airr.. damm.. hahaha..

k da..

singapore idol registration.. 1st May!!!.. aibaa.. azri.. and alll.. register tau.. wheeeeeeeeeeeee

FUCK

2009-04-05T14:01:00.002+08:00

i am gonna kill everyone!!
slit their throats!!!
disfigure their face!!!!
and rip their guts out!!!!!
i am dead serious!!!!!!
fuck never before i did it.
the joy of watching it happen
unfold
seeing their misery!
boy its a pleasure to
see people suffer!!!
1000 per head!
easy money!!!
yeah!!!
gimme me blood!!!
my first victim!!
scroll if you got the balls!!
i dont know what has gotten into me!!
forgive me....
sorry...

ohya A very very Belated Happy Aprils FOOLS day to everyone :)

2009-03-25T10:20:00.001+08:00

this is gonna be an emo post

just kidding

so its been said.. my mum told me that.. maybe.. my gift of seeing the supernatural would end at 21.. i dunno why at 21 but yea.. and im like.. huh???.. why?.. she said some people are like that.. im like.. dammm.. im like used to seeing it all the time.. but.. gone just like that.. is just wrong.. haiya.. if it does go awae.. gotta accept it no matter what rite?.. doesnt belong to me all the wae.. its god's.. haha.. damm..

Aiba werking

2009-03-19T00:04:00.005+08:00

to my short cute and small buddy, Aiba Rosyln Rosli,

GOOD LUCK

FOR YOUR

FIRST DAE OF WERK

TOMORROW AITE!..

YOUR FIRST JOB LA SEI...

MAKE ME

AND OFCOURSE

SUBWAY PROUD.

HAHA..

Visit her at, Holland Village Lorong Liput Subway!

2009-03-09T23:23:00.015+08:00

its abit late for this post.. hehe
haha.. skool term has ended.. its like.. woahhh.. 2years of ITE life is finally over... so dam fast.. i mean.. the first dae of skool is still fresh from our memories.. the dae we all sat at the staircase.. its like.. damm.. haha.. and now.. we're done with ITE.. goshh.. as for me, i still remember i was still coping with my own feelings of getting over N level result, by going to ITE.. yea.. i remembered saying to myself, im going to have fun, werk hard..abit and make great friends here.. cuz i noe.. this is once in a life time chance.. and hell it was.. hah.. i've never get to be myself.. but in ITE.. dam i was syioooook.... ahha.. anywae..

i just wanna sae this.. ITE life has been a great and wonderful experience.. to the studying, practical lesson, wonderful lessons, food, skipping class, rooftop climbing, volunteer work, chalets(which i din come..haha), the performance.. gosh.. there's just so much of great memories to be written down here.. goshhhh.. welll, to all my friends in ITE.. thank you so much for all these great and memorable memories.. goshh.. its sad to know, we're all going our own waes.. as we all noe, that all of us are of different age status.. yea?.. i wanna sae that, i've never ever regretted my life here in ITE, its has been so much fun with you.. and the memories and you guys will alwaes be in my heart.. i swear to god.. ='(..

some pictures from the 2 years.. i think..

Ms Sman class

PIC class!

Lab!

Sports and Wellness!

Tha RoofTop ClimBing!

SC!..haha

Sree Narayana!

Chemical Process Training Centre!

Our colourful daes in CPTC!

Grad!

hmm.. ahha.. here are 3 pics of my neighbour cats!

anywaes.. we had a bbq outing.. on tuesdae.. haha.. PK plan it actually, we invited our whole gang.. and.. oni 4 5 turn up.. yea all busy with their own stuff.. haha.. yea.. anywae.. its was load of fun.. from choosing food, twister, swim, and ofcourse bbq.. haha.. here are some pictures(form RD blog, thanks)

enuff said.. pictures tells a million words.. haha.. tats all for now.. take care guys!

TTSH

2009-02-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

my granny is admitted to the hospital again.. haiya.. asthma attack.. aniwae, went to visit her uh, aftr 3 daes being admitted.
here's a conversation i had with her.

me: nyai.. nyai dapat makan ape kat sini??
her: makan?.. bubur je.. hari hari bubur.. sampai boring sei makan bubur je..alaaaaah

haha.. cute rite?.. even an elderly noes how to sae boring to food.. hahaha.. cute sei.. lol.. aniwaes, here's her pic..

her.. making paper boats.. cute!

her posing.. lol.. get well soon nyai!!!!!!!

this only week of skool.. gosh.. boring lyk hell la can.. haha.. lol.. actuallly its us who doesnt have any interest ah.. lol.. yea.. aniwaes, next fridae is our exam.. hoho.. im lyk so prepared la for exam.
hahahahahahahahhahaahhahahahah..sure i am.. lol..

further more, i would like to wish my one and only loya buruk dad.. a Hapee 51st birthdae!!!.. haha.. da 51 cents. haahah.. aniwae, may you have a blissful life ahead.. and long live fishing!!! haha..

thats him, see where i get my skiinny genees from..lol.. love ya!

his polar coffee cake!

i seriously miss my locker.. damm..haha.. i dunno why, but i just miss it, those manjens passing by and sae, wahh.. 10weeks oni, put pictures all ah.. i'll be like.. eh, my problem la.. my locker what, got i use ur pic inside or not?.. idiots.. haha.. i miss it!.. 68!

personalise locker!..

i will remember the number forever!

thats the time i have for blogging.. lol.. till then.. nitez. take care!
PK update laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

new

2009-02-24T01:55:00.001+08:00

okae.. just testing this skin.. its nice to me ah.. haha.. lol.. will update soon..

Coming to computer screen near you!

last 3 weeks

2009-01-30T09:35:00.002+08:00

woaaah.. its already our 5/6 week in cptc.. hoho.. sure its fast.. haha.. been fun this week.. climbing up columns and tanks and many more stuff.. lol.. haha.. those 3 arse got pictures of themselves up the column and i dun.. grrr.. its okae.. haha.. hmm.. nothing else happen.. same old dae, smell kerosene.. lol.. haha.. sleep in class, play pokemon.. lol.. haha..

last mondae esclipse happen.. like..woahhh.. but.. didnt get to see it la, if i have superman eyes then ya.. haha.. lol.. wanna see it one dae.. hoho..

this goes to my brudder.. Sollihin. bro.. we havent forget you la.. aiyo.. where can sae like that.. we all have things to do pe?.. doesnt mean, all of us are at cptc together.. we forget you man?... honestly we cant wait to graduate from cptc and join the original W class gang laaa.. aiyo.. dun sae all that stuff like, we go watch movie without you and stuff.. dun laa.. that dae, the twilight one, cuz you had to find ur mum's gift rite?.. and the movie was finishing man.. c'mon.. be a sport alrite?.. since wen you emo emo like this?.. we are still there what.. rite?.. hoho.. dam this is gay.. anywae.. Pk wrote all this down, so i just type it out.. yea.. ahahha.. peace man.

more and more ghost sighting at CPTC as well.. and im sure looking foward to night shift.. haha.. oh.. 2mrw the start of our shift work.. 8am-8pm.. oh hot dammmm.. haha.. gotta be there by 7.30, be ready by 7.45am.. woooooooo.. Pk, have fun at night shift.. lol..

thats all for now, sorry for the hiatus.. peace!

fishing trip

2009-01-04T23:28:00.005+08:00

i seriously dunno why my brother ajak me to go fishing together.. haha.. lol.. ia agreed on it.. haha.. yesterdae we went.. from morning till evening.. yea.. hahaa.. the plan was to reach there by 10.. instead we reach there at 12.30.. haha.. lol.. anywaes.. did our stuff.. put the line in.. and all.. and we're good to go.. haha.. yea..

5mins after casting.. i caught one.. a baby stingray.. huhu.. lol.. my brother was like.. hey!.. its not fair.. lol.. funny fellow.. lol.. yea.. waited and waited.. well, fishing is all about patience.. yea man.. haha.. anywae.. yea.. and i caught another one.. ahha.. dam small la.. as long as ur index finger. haha.. lol.. dam cute.. i dunno that small fish, can make the hook go thru its gill and thru its head.. haha.. weird.. so.. i used it as bait.. lol.. and.. its was gone.. haha..

then my brother caught a stingray too.. around the size of the one i caught previously.. lol... he was so hapee.. we were like playing fishing like soccer.. so its was 2-1.. hahah.. lol.. he was hapee with.. got to pose with tha fish.. lol.. haha..

the high tide came in around 3.10pm.. yea.. played near.. yea.. and my bro kena one solid one.. hahah.. the rod was like bending.. like.. woahhhhh.. solid.. haha.. its his first big fish.. so kinda like gabra abit la he.. hahaha.. reel and reel.. and finally i t appear near the waterbreaker.. dam shinny.. hoho.. its the size of a plate, bigger abit than normal plate.. yea.. hahah.. solid mann.. haha.. after that he was shaken.. first time kena.. it attract people to look at him sei.. hahah.. lol.. got one family of angmoh came... and ask me.. what kind of fish is that.. i was like... urmmmmm.. i dunno actually.. haha.. they were laughing.. lol.. and this pakcik came.. a really friendly one.. lol.. and i ask him, cik.. nie ikan ape ah?.. ohh.. ni tudung periok.. in translation, it means, the cover of a wok.. yea.. cuz its slim and white and shiny.. yea.. haha.. yea.. so after a while then we head home.. and he was like showing off the picture on his phone.. lol.. haha..

so here are some pictures of the fishing trip.

we were on our wae there...

the first catch, the baby stingray.(i so love the background)

close shot of it..

taking out the hook, look how small it is.. haha, its cute

the 2nd fish i caught.. hahah.. rod dam long, caught one short fish.. haha

my bro with the stingray.. haha..

acting cute with it.. lol..

there's the champion of the dae.. hahah.. my brother with his great catch..

pictures of the fishes caught..

the stingray...(was release back to the wild.. take care CD room stingray)

the small fish with big guts to get urself hook on a hook which is bigger than you.. solid!

there's the champion.. high tide sea fish.. lol.. pretty fish..!

all smiles at the end of the dae.. yea..

this is a picture of my dad's fishing trip last week.. yea.. the grouper is his.. the rest were catch by his friends.. yea.. there's stingray(bottom right), small and big snappers, kaci and grouper. yea..nice.

my brother was smiling so wide when he caught the fish.. haha.. good for him.. cuz the purpose of him wanna go fishing is that.. he wanna celebrate his N level and.. to celebrate upon getting the course he wanted with me.. hahaah.. yea.. hahaa.. so.. im very hapee for him, haha.. he got in the Automotive in ITE yishun.. yea.. gd luck bro..

thats all.. nitez.

the numbers changes..bt ppl dont..

2009-01-04T22:38:00.005+08:00

hellooo world..finally got the time to blog all this happenings of new year blah blah blah blah..well its freaking 2009,n ppl all have post bout 2008 n wishing everyone all that 2009 thing,soo heres go the same..
WTF,ANOTHER YEAR OF SEEING ALL THESE PEEPS..LIKE LAST YEAR WASNT ENOUGH OF SUFFERING..hahahaha.. happy new year to one and all..dont wanna say anything gay yet..not good to start a new year post wif a gay lines at the beginning...

lets see,2008..
a year that ive turn closer to 21 * think of all the r(a) that i can watch LEGALLY*

a year that the cool clique was founded..
a year that brought me closer to family
a year full of ups and oso downs
a year that i had breast implants and pierce my nipples..hahahahahahaahaha...
kkk sap already upload some of the pics that had happen, well here are the list of things that are always be remembered *till i can lah...memory space very low sometimes*..

lets see there was the great escape at the rooftop
-the holidays wif family
-the cool clique
-the never ending laughters wif the cool clique
-how we got our asses fried n balls shrink dancing thanks to sap
-the modelling or catwalking wif the cliques n again balls fried
-the india trip n that hari raya there
-n all those ups n downs in my life
-and ofcourse attachment
-n ofcourse how ive change to be a better person

the attachment

the family

the damn good bro's who nvr fail to cheer me up wif soccer n always has been great neighbours,friends,close mates..n redifine the word of god brothers

the unforgetable trip to india n the unforgetable band of brothers

the hari raya away from home,the first in a foreign country

the great escape,the great frens,the great cliques..school can nvr be complete witout em,every single day is a different one,non can be the same wif em..they brought a whole new meaning to fun n breaking the rules

always will be miss*a lot are missing in this pic bt this the most recent one i found*

and ofcourse the day she print a shirt wif my face on it..told u,she is my ex..

well,its a new year,we all are getting older by the year,praise for the beginning of the year,we all arent getting any younger,so lets think start thinking bout our future, n dat doesnt mean we're gonna be lifeless,lets have fun while we are at it

a fren said this to mean,over time,all kind of relationship will change

bt y does it have to change..is it im the one thats always searching..well,this is one fear that i will haave n had..something that maybe not even the closest one knows...well time for the first gay line for the year of 2009

live life like its a cup of sweet corn
*neh im juz craving for one*

this marks a new chapter,like every book thats written,its the writer that decides the outcome of the story,so why dont we make this year a great one to be remembered..arent we the author of our life,abit of spices here n theree,a few climax n anti-climax,who knows..this might turn into an epic movie

live life to the fullest,we may nvr know whens the ending..

time will kill lifes,ppl ages,so does every living thing in this world,stuff get destroy every day,a whole of good things in life doesnt last forever..we may nvr know the outcome till we try

bt one thing for sure,the only thing that cant be destroyed completely,is afterall sweet n great memories,so lets try to make this year a great one..

to one and all..happy new year..may health n luck shall always be by your side..i hope the past year ive left a good mark in everyone n each of u..im sorry for the past misdeeds n all that sort..i dont mean harm in some ways..in others,its for the greater good..i aint a saint..im juz an angel thats trying to make this world we live in a better place*LOL*

Angels on fire...

the numbers changes,bt the people dont..

Hapee New year!

2008-12-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

woahh.. we're minutes awae from welcoming the new year.. well although im the kind who would celebrate it.. ahha.. kinda disappointed more actually.. i shall elaborate soon. yea..

so the memories of 2008 has been great.. hmm.. let me see...
-werk in Cathay.. haha..
-went to IMH
-participated in Chingay
-had my first performance and competition with All Saintz Crew
-shave my moustache
-turn 18!.. hahah

anywae.. im sure there are bad times also.. rite?.. but..oh wells.. what done is done.. hahah..

here are some pictures of 2008.

the great escape to sentosa, we skipped class

my birthdae sabo, 18!

1st dae of CPTC

my last dae in Cathay

sentosa

give it up to the hottest women of 2008, Megan Fox

Hari Raya with Secondary peeps

Raya with Prim skool peeps

Prim frens

the year he escapes

roof sex mascot pictures

roof top peeps

the downsyndrome dudes of Sree Narayana

stop acting cute!

Chingay 2008 peeps

ahhhh!!!!.. Ms Singapore took picture with me!..haha

Racial Harmony!

trip to the botanic garden.. W class!

Pk birthdae!

4 musketeers at the roof of roof of skool

India flyoff

my family!

well thats all for now.. haha.. goodbye 2008.. and lets have a great blissful year in 2009.. good luck guys.. yea?..
peace out!

AIBA LOVES THE STROKING METHOD

2008-12-29T22:44:00.006+08:00

haha.. its really been a long while since i've blog-ged. ya.. haha.. here i am.. huhu

hmm.. life has been fun and funny and really funny. k shuddup. lol.. the fantastic 5 has been great company.. lol.. conquering the last 5 seats of the bus is just great. laughing, messing around, bounce in the bus.. lol.. hha..

anywaes.. life in CPTC has been full of test test and more test. weekly test, PFD test.. gahhhh.. not that its hard..but.. its irritating.. haha.. you noe when you step down from the bus to ANOTHER dae in CPTC, the feeling of dread, boredness and laziness comes to feel you.. and suddenly.. the smell of kerosene+durian+curry=Keriry! haha.. the smell of Keriry really motivate you to look foward to the dae.. hahaahhahahha..lol..

well, in which ever gang you mix, there is sure to be some conflicts somewhere, somehow.. yea?.. well, part of growing up.. lol.. hmm.. but its fun, criticizing people everydae.. hahah.. lol.. the moment that, everyone is high.. and thats where the fun starts.. lol.. huhu..

i dunno why.. i've been impress lately.. by mynahs. its a term for minah.. lol.. yea.. the ones i've seen lately.. all are just gorgeous.. like seriously.. fuhhhhh
haha.. ya ya i know.. hmm..

Aiba was sabo-ed todae.. haha.. lol.. we were randomly talking about balls, boobies, dicks, sex and lots more exoctic stuff.. ahah.. then we were talking about... k fine.. i shall skip that part.. haha.. lol.. yea.. that Librahim.. group 3 teacher.. came to our line and asked, why are you guys giggling about..??.. then i said, aiba loves to stroke. Librahim goes.. what, again?.. Aiba loves to stroke.. hahahahahahahahaha.. we all laugheddd our ass off mann.. hahahahahahahha.. then Librahim goes, i din hear anything.. haha.. sorry Aiba.. lol.. hope ur fine with it yea?.. lol.. huhu.. now he's gonna remember you for that.. yea?.. thanks to yours truly, Sap. hahahah]

here are some pictures.. wheeee

me azri feeqa in practical theory

lilicious

Burger King

The new awesome Cullens

Emmet(Pk), Jasper(RD), Edward(me), Alice(Aiba)

Tha Fantastic 5!!!!!!

5+1

my brother N me

down syndrome siblings

my beloved family!

the day the blog got its first 100th

2008-12-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

whooot..helloo world..first n fore most..freaking cool..we finally hit 100th!!..n we are cathing up wif rasyid post..juz another few more hundreds n we be there...hahaha..well thats impossible..

rasyid is baack in black *not coz his dark..coz i saw him all deck in black from head to toe*

n finally i saw the rest at Jurong east at the wee morning of 710..the whole clique!!!..like zomg..all of them there..well,trully they are missed..thoough i do not show it *im a man,strong mah*..well thing was..everyone look soo fine n chilled out..like they always do..sadly i could only manage 10mins wif them...bt that 10mins was a bliss..n mr rd..dont forget our deal..haaha..

*turns green wif envy*..the clique is all together for their attachment..n im not in it..i already had plan a great escape to join them at cptc...bt aung,the myanmar dude wif the very bad speaking abilities who happens to have the hots for rasyid..n sometimes sap,*i think skinny is the new in things e.g skinny jeans*soo that explains that part...he tried to make a medical cert to cabut to cptc..bt he cant,coz the L.O didnt approve..n talking bout work..

there a whole loads of stuff to begin wif this part...like how im now a senior SHE director..*inside joke*..damn,nobody gonna understand this part..bt apparently..mine n fadly work got really really recognize that we are invited for the project dinner *mmm only those involve in the project are invited,n technicaly our name wasnt in the list bt the manager want us in..n the whole load of supervisor voted us in*..n plus the SHE dinner *again same thing,bt only ddifference only safety coordinators personnel are invited for this dinner*..like coool..well,honestly im trying to leave a mark down there at the company..not the angkat buah kinda of thing..juz tru hardwork n all those weekends of really working..damn..however..im like seeing myself already as a working adult..like imagine ah,like this attachment is really taking a toll..least i know that working isnt such soo easy peasy..well,i got some tips for working in this line...n cant wait to share wif the whole clique...

*hints to rd*

well,its 930..n today is the 17th..n damn i tot today is tuesday,coz i had to work on sunday..well,anyway in bout 2 months n 5 days im oout of this attachment..n not really out of the company..*some stuff for the clique to know bout later on*..cant wait for it to end..oh enjoy this video

the gay red line

u guys are missed.. its like water,somethings simple n plain,yet its one of the precious things in life that has always been overlook..its not bout how cool the things that we do*though everything is cool*,its bout how much we all meant to each other..simple,yet precious in a whole loads of way

Angels on fire..
life is like a coke,n i dont know y..

juz an empty post..

2008-12-17T21:16:00.001+08:00

this post will be the 99th post..like one more to go before the centurian post!!..welll...

goodbye..

angels on fire..

late for skool

2008-12-09T09:29:00.003+08:00

oh..im late for skool.. lol.. anywaes.. just wanna post these 2 pictures.. one is from me, the other from my dad.

this one is from my fishing trip, solo, thats a pufferfish.. haha

this was from my dad's fishing trip last sundae morn.. the silver fish is call, ikan cermin, mirror fish.. haha.. its from ur tip of ur finger to ur elbow.. thats how big it is.. haha.. thats all.. toodles..

sometimes, i wonder, does having a partner, boy/girl relationship.. does it make you like.. more of urself.. or just simply..preventing you from being urself?.. hmm..

its gonna be great

2008-12-09T01:30:00.005+08:00

ah.. firstly, i purposely place that song for this blog.. cuz.. the owner of this blog belong to 3 guys, and the 3 guys chase after girls.. well that part only goes to one guy. haha.. kidding.. so.. i feel that.. this song.. fit just right to the 3 of us. haha..

anywaes.. hmm.. you know whats the best thing that could happen after a long tiring depressing dae..?.. is to see a young todler actions towards their parents. well, let me explain mine. there's this family, with 2 kids, 3 year old girl(roughly) and few months old baby.. so.. the baby..was like.. usual like other babies.. blur, looking here and there.. try to grab anything within their reach.. but, the one that caught my attention was actually the sister.. haha.. she's dam cute.. her dad was showing her the act making a coin appear and disappear from his palm, so after he make it disappear.. the little girl.. was like.. woahhhhhhhh.. daddy daddy.. do it again.. the sound of the voice was just unbearable(in a good wae).. so dam small and cute.. the 2nd time he showed her.. she was like.. Daddy!.. hmphf!.. you cheat..! I dun want to talk to you..! Shh! the dad was like trying to console her.. then she goes... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!.. it was so long along with her tiny voice.. hahaha.. really make a wide smile on my face.. haha.. thanks cutie!.. lol..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all my muslims friends.. one dae we are going to Mecca too rite?.. yea.. in liek 50 years time?.. lol.. insyallah.

hmm.. well, the real deal, the smashing shit is 2 daes awae, well its just the presentation actually.. haha.. yea.. so.. haha.. good luck to all though!. and 4 daes left in skool.. gosh that sucks man.. hah.. we'll be leaving the skool forever man.. its like.. hard.. alrite.. i'll stop with this bloody emo thing. haha..

220+40=260. thats right.. 260 bucks on attachment.. dam.. hmm.. its worth it in a good wae.. yea?..hah..

im planning to go to the rooftop again on thursdae.. anyone?.. i really wanna, this may sound crazee.. but.. i feel like.. just lying down on the roof and watch the sky.. haha.. i dunno.. if nobody's coming.. well.. i'll go alone.. lol..

pichas!

bored to death in class.. so.. this is what i did!.. haha.. AZRI!

im ready for war with the spartans!..hahahahahahah

this is an underground tank.. for diesel.. which is just located near the carpark entrance.. and dam its huge.. i mean.. its been there for 10 years man.. lol.. and the it can store 5000 litres of liquid.. woahhhhhhhh..

small and large chairs!

high on tequila(if its the rite spelling).. yup..

gays brothers!.. after gym..!@#@$%^.. hhaha

the blog post thats really outdated

2008-12-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

outdated post for the week

well had seoul garden..n bought a new hardware..well,pay gone for that...sooo..hehe..my bad..hahahaha...

suppose to be an emo post..bt like everything else..fuck it lahh..hahahatheres no point looking bad n be sad for wat had happen..things come again n goo..n soo do frens right..soo i dont really care bout that part..

no red lines for today..im beating out of this masquerade..

angels on fire..

hoping it would change

2008-12-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

in the emo mood for some reason.. i dunno why, woke up todae and feel so emo.. hah.. maybe its the story that my mum told me yesterdae..

well.. dance is over.. no comment on it. thanks feeqa for dropping by.. appreaciate it alot..

umm.. the project is doing well.. those 2 idiots can suck balls.. seriously.. one who alwaes sleep in class and never do anyting.. and the other like to think you're the one everyone listen too.. well.. wake up bitch!!! cuz ur presentation sucks!!!! you cant even freaking talk about ur bloody project that you claim you do alone.. well guess what??.. you dun even noe a shit about it!!!! so just jolly well.. fuck urself and jump down to the mrt track bitch!.. and for the other dude.. stop talking like a guy who have done so many labour jobs can? "it can be done".. "don't worry, we will get it fix asap".. what freaking happen to ur standby scrubber???.. nothing.. everyone can talk la fuck.. but urs.. woahhhh.. wake up la.. seriously..

next week will be our last week in skool.. its dam sad.. really.. haish.. i dunno how to sae it..

cptc starting soon.. next 2 mondae.. 7am at skool.. hah..

the things i see now.. well.. havent been seeing em that regularly actually.. but.. sort of.. feel their presence.. when i feel their presence.. i somehow feel their negative feelings.. and its stuck on me.. for some reason.. and.. i dunno

i dunno why i feel so dam sad.. haish.. i guess thats all.. yea nite

i cant think of a title kind of post

2008-12-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

whoot..hello strangers...saps proposal of going fishing on sat..mmmm interesting,yes i am interested,bt have to see how things work out wif work first...let see,wats more..that one,call sap to confirm...mmmmm yeah its been an awesome week,food n all that..hardware stuff..hehehehe...shall blog more tmr..tired,wanna sleep,juz got back from another day at work..gahh..2 more months to tahan..FASTER!!!

angels on fire..no reds to tday..im beat..

Sabby ur cute

2008-11-30T01:14:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

i swear i am so dam shagged man.. 4 daes straight dance practice.. and just came back home from 10 hours of dance practice.. i swear it was fun and irritating and fun and sweaty and fun and tiring.. hahahaa.. lol.. anywaes.. in 14 hours time.. i'll be representing my crew in a debut ASC performance, sadly its only 3 of us.. dam.. me, shai and kiddo..

oh.. the timings are..
3.00pm at Sunplaza (Sembawang).. its ASC first debut performance..

7.30pm at Tampines a white tentage ah..
its not at the pasar malam aite.. the other one.. this one is a competition..come down la and support people.. hahah.. if ur free that is.. lol..
its really been a while since i perform.. the last was just the skool NDP dance with tha Cool Clique.. dam i miss em.. hahah

okae.. im really tired, shall blog briefly oni.. hmmm

atttended Student Council Inverstiture 2008. a great event.. *claps* yea.. the people there were dress gorgeous and handsomely. yea.. haha.. some ah.. dress like wanna go pasar like that.. aiyo.. haha.. hmm.. it was an emotional thing too.. seeing em passing down the badges.. and hugging and kissing(well, i just add that part for dramatic effect) and tears rolling down their cheeks. Thou i wasnt part of the exco thingy, i sure felt the sadness of those who truly were in Student Council yea?.. hmm. thats life rite?.. whatever things you love the most, its alwaes for a short period of time.. but hey, we still treasure it right?.. yea.. Rasyid has a new look.. i will post the blog soon.. dam tired la can. hahah.. bro.. you look good laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and miss you man.. lol..
oh.. did i mention that Sabby.. ur cute.. haha.. the gerl who dresses up retro-ly.. ur cute.. haha.. k da..

thats all.. come down la and support.. hehe.. alrite.. till next time.. see you guys.. nitez.. wish me luck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

2008-11-25T02:41:00.002+08:00

(2.00am)

guys!.. Sollihin and PK..dei's..blog la please.. haha

hmm.. shall just elaborate about my kendarat nite.. yea.. it was on Saturdae nite and Sundae afternoon.. oh dam it was fun.. i had one with the other peeps but this time round was much more fun and syiok.. hahaa.. so much laughter, eating, karaoke, sweating and eye washing.. hahaha.. lol.. hey, its a wedding. cant blame us rite?.. lol.. hmm.. there was this gerl, i think she is around 15 years of age.. she has an amazing voice.. all of us were like.. woahhh.. damm.. solid vocals.. she sang Ayat Ayat Cinta.. dam it was nice.. haha.. she 3 times.. but the 2 song, i din noe what song she was singing.. but it sure was a sensational.. its was the wedding of A Gombak Untied player.. Izat and.. oh dam i forgot her name.. lol.. anywaes, just wanna wish you guys a have happy and blissful marrige.. and.. may you guys live together forever.. yea?..

dance is in a few daes.. and.. the excitement of performing.. i dunno.. its not like the usual thing i feel inside me.. you know.. its when something is in ur mind.. and its really affecting everything.. yea, something like that.. haish.. i dunno..

its almost an hour.. me thinking what to blog.. haish..

hah, i hope i win the chicken rice bet later on.. lol.. haha.. hope someone remember the bet.. rite fiqah?.. hahah..

oh.. our proj.. is finally getting into shape.. like a real shape of a scrubber.. hah.. the filter, pipping, pump, tank.. the alignment of the bed and all.. are solidifiedly solid..
and hah.. what happen to the plan of 4 daes it can be done, yes it can be done..??.. what i heard just now.. was really..

nitez

what crap is this

2008-11-22T01:33:00.003+08:00

hmm...

i'll shall start by my project.. my crew has been slacking for the past few weeks during project work class... i mean like seriously slack.. played cards, game, read newspaper and talk crap shit.. and todae.. i just had to come early for class todae as.. Mdm Chuminah was the one teaching.. i was like.. shit.. she was back to her ownself.. late aftr 8.15am, no attendance for you.. only 8 out of 31 make it for the attendance.. haha.. lol.. as usual the Manjen buggers.. complain this and that about being late.. hahah.. arse.. anywae.. she was asking the 8 of us the progress of our project.. and i swear i've talked crap more than todae.. haha.. she asked about my crew, how is it going.. i said.. its doin okae.. not that good not that bad.. and she asked the progress.. how many percent.. i was like.. umm, ummm, shit.. 40%.. she was like.. huh?.. why only 40%?.. i said.. cuz now ah... need to just fix and run the whole thing.. thats all.. and Jc and Mimi is doin a backup model at their place.. so they still fixing it ah.. yea.. she was like.. oh.. okae.. can you show me what you have done?.. i was like.. ah crap shit.. dam.. slowly walked to the other room and took the stuff.. and showed her.. then she was like.. eh?.. you doin filtration rite?.. how come so complex.. ?.. then i answer.. huh?.. filtration?.. no la.. change already to scrubber.. haha.. what la cher.. lol... haha.. then phewww.. damm that was close.. so.. me lee shan did the filtration thingy.. drill hole in our 18 bucks acrylic.. haha.. nice man.. lol.. then mimi came and cut the acrylic to a square size.. hoho.. nice..
the thing about this my crew is that.. there are too many leaders in the team.. and when that happens, they alwaes want their idea to be use.. only theirs.. no one else.. and whatever method they wanna do.. they are in the right.. im not pointing fingers ah.. but.. dude, you are easily convince by what he saes.. i know he's ur buddy but.. c'mon ah.. we are left with few daes to finish this bloody project.. and there he volunteer to do this hero scene by making a back up model for this.. c'mon ah..be realistic la..
one more thing.. i dun care you eat chinese food or drink or whatever stuff that you do and you noe that is against religion..dun force ur believe on me la.. seriously.. im sick of it.. sae no balls and shit.. c'mon la.. im the one who eat.. im the gonna pay for it.. rite?.. not that you gonna cover up my sins what?.. and you know so many stuff about religion.. even attend religious class at nite..and there you are... gosh.. i dun wanna sae it la.. but fuck man.. its irritating..seriously aite?..
dam la dam..

anywaes.. had ASC dance prac todae at Huay Guan.. wohoo.. finally the studio.. wohooo.. fun fun. and the big worry is that.. our bloody first performance is next sundae.. crap.. haah.. people come down and support la our debut performance after months in the making.. hahah.. lol..

its truly unfair.. when its ur time to spend time with ur frens.. alwaes there's an excuse for him or her to stop you from having fun.. and when its their turn having fun.. they never realise that over the other line.. that person feel so hurt inside.. like.. why cant you just be happy for me the previous time?.. i mean.. haish.. not trying to be mean or anything.. is just that.. selfishness sometimes is really..a fucked up thing..i dunno what else to sae.. its either i type it here keep it to myself or write it somewhere.. fuck

just now there was this rotten and urine smell that was in my house.. i really think they were either at the kitchen or the front window..damm idiots..

thats all for now.. tis 2.47am now.. nitez!

tests that never ending

2008-11-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

SUP YO"ALL!!!,kk first instruction to sap, HELP ME CHANGE THE PIC BY THE SIDE,change it to anything else,mmmm blogskin,i dont know,up to u guys man..so sap its ur job again...

kkk now for updates,juz came back from soccer at NYP and boy it was great..haha,fun siol,now i know where i stand abit..hahaha,n the chicks there are like..ZOMGX,strange thing..hahahaha,kk shall not elaborate more,inside joke for the date,butterfly,hahahahaa,and lets see apa lagi aeh,

oh tests are like nvr ending life,took my 2nd test for the company,ESOC, n yeah urs truly got full marks,lol, safety course babe,hahaha, kk lets see,wats more, i wanna blog bout some stuff,bt kinda forget wat..if i remember i shall blog it,i think it belongs to gay red line section,lol..tmr gonna be another day at work,well work work work work work work work work work work work workwork work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work cant wait for this attachment is over, today aung n suan chin first time ot..lol, noobs..hahaha,

oh ya,bout aung, SIAL LAH,his language talking skill is soo damn hard to understand,me n mani is working hard on our diploma for understanding aung,he like one sicko,he even merajuk wif me..lol..lets see,wats more, its 1238am right now, i sud be asleep,soo i sud goo den..good nite ppl

is this who we all are,life it seems can nvr stop,we meet alot ppl*well for most*, some ppl have this kinda of character,this and that,we cant force them to be someone else,im not perfect,we all know that,*well to some im perfect right,i know*ahahahaa, if we cant learn how to tolerate, and adapt to the surrounding,i dont think we can move far in life,so working right now kinda shows that,some are fun, and some can juz pms n give damn fucked up attitude*i read this article which says eating cereal the cornflakes one i think,it stops pms* but at the end of the day,its down to how u make a mark in their life..
i dont know what im trying to say here,bt in simple terms,first impression always matters,be it making new frens,or going tru interview, or wat so ever,we cant be perfect humans,bt least i think being acceptable is just fine..there,life lesson of the day..

Angels on fire..
we all live under the same sun..cant we make this a better place..

i hate reggae

2008-11-20T10:54:00.004+08:00

me: which part of him were you attracted to?..(me and pk laughsss)
Maisarah: umm, his heart..
me and pk: ahahahahhahahahahahaha

that was the conversation we had the other dae.. dun sae that we are bastards la.. but i just had to ask.. lol. haha..

there's lots of the IA people coming back.. and i swear most of em i've never seen them before.. lol.. haha.. lol.. haha..

and yesterdae... there was this dude.. who really.. all of us look up to him sia.. he had the balls of steel to shout and throw his tantrum by throwing a tissue paper down to the ground.. i mean.. who would do that rite?..hahahahahhahaha.. a real man indeed.. lol.. hahaha.. guess who was he quarreling with?.. the aunty cleaner.. hahahahhahaha.. funnny rite?.. he shouted nabei ah.. as the aunty grab his arm and wanted to bring him to the office.. so he shouted NABEI AH! and slam the tissue paper down man.. dam solid la can.. hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahha.. best.. lol..

ohhh... my dance performance is confirm on the 30th of November, 13th and 21 of december.. yea.. hahaha.. time between 4-5pm.. guess what.. we have to dance like.. for 10 mins straight.. like.. wtf rite???.. its not like we are pro like that.. dam la.. hahah.. 1 session of dance is 2-3mins.. they want my crew to dance for 6 sessions.. dam sei.. 3 sessions then 10mins break then continue next 3 session.. wtf?????.. damm.. hahaha.. i hate Reggae, seriously.. its harder than it looks.. the tempo and beat of the song and routine is dam different.. haiyo.. hahaha...

and.. whats with the sudden reply out of the 1 month of no reply??.. haha.. whatever seriously aite.. haish..

hmm... thats all.. now im off to skool and RTP.. wohooooooooooooooooo!

gay line
its really cool when it happen and when you din want it to happen.. but there's a meaning to it rite?.. yea..

wished it would slow down

2008-11-16T18:05:00.003+08:00

woahhh.. i've spent my wee saturdae nite and the whole of my sundae.. watching Heroes Season 3.. wohoooo.. dam.. its good.. hahaha.. too bad its only 8 episodes.. damm. haha.. but it was good.. not to mention all the links, new villains and new heroes.. yea.. hahahaa.. something worth watching.. lol..

oh.. im finally back to my dance practice dae.. wheeee.. hahaha. its been a while since i've been sha-kru-pop-rea it all in one.. hahah.. this time.. goodness.. the new choreo are so wicked man.. hahah.. lol.. anywaes.. we are preparing for 3 performances at Sun Plaza (its between 20th - 29th Nov.. which dae and time and where is not confirm yet), a christmas event and.. hopefully the Woodlands countdown.. yea.. haha.. the timing and all will be post here again aite.. hehe..

hmm.. well.. next week is suppose to be the last week for our project to be finish.. but.. we havent done anything yet.. hahaha.. somehow by hook or croook we are finishing it man.. hahah..

been praying each dae would be slower.. i mean.. last dae of skool in bukit batok is counting.. and last daes of course is counting too.. you know.. hah.. yea..

anywaes.. fiqah is back in class.. hahaha.. chill out aite buddy.. =D..

hmm.. what else to sae eh... hmmmm... push up game is really a morale boosting game for those who are going to Ns soon.. hahaha.. play tai ti, black jack along with push up game.. the loser(s) get to the push up they bet.. its dam solid.. hahha..

oh.. my brother went for prom last thursdae.. dam he looked good.. haha.. he did have a good time.. as i was in the lorry with my dad otw to pick my brother up from his prom.. i saw.. lots of chicks and dudes in the prom clothing.. dang it look good on em.. hah.. i didnt get a chance for prom.. lol.. didnt manage to went to sec 5.. its like.. to me, a celebration of the whole batch of students who completed their secondary skool life.. in a fun enjoyable and memorable wae.. you know??.. its hard for anyone to understand.. haha.. looking at each of their expression shows that they enjoyed themselves there along with all their good friends.. hah.. yea.. oh wells.. whats past is past.. alwaes that line.. hate to think and worst.. hate to hear it from anyone.. saying that to me.. hah..

gay line time
yea.. you decide ur own path of life.. and at times.. whatever you decide, you cant get em.. i mean.. yea.. i get it.. but.. theres no point getting over it and it appears again infront of your grill leaving you nothing but sadness and despair.. i know its not gay line or whatever..

gotta use ur fear to make you stronger.. in life, its full of unpredictable outcomes, games, eveything is there.. god has plan it for us.. there are many options.. but.. can we make the right one??.. will it not make us regret not choosing the other.. you decide.. aite?..
alrite..
im good.. aurevoir!

the shredder

2008-11-12T22:24:00.006+08:00

SUP PPL!!!,kk the 2 other bloggers are not helping me catch up wif rasyid blog post..hahha,kkk here are the soo far updates that i wanna blog bout

kk lets start wif work load first

WHOOT,got my soc n jurong pass, n in a few days my esoc,ahh something like dat, and work is getting way better,it is stressful for sure,but the ppl there are fun to work wif.. This is my supervisor

name = anas, i think single,hahha

kk lets see wats more, one of the exciting stuff that i do

kk lets see wats more to say, oh ya,of all freaky thing, JACINTA MISS U GUYs,lol she said that on my frenster, like wtf, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ,im the one suppose to be the one doing missing,hahahahah, kkk

ahh personally good news to fadly n me!!,the manager,of the safety,the department wants to bring us in,as in wen we graduate,HE WANT US IN!! isnt that like freaking cool,coming out from a manager, LIKE WOAHHHH , read that suckers!!!..hahahaha, too bad ns is such a bitch,have to go thru ns first,hope that position is still avaible though,like freaking cool wat..

mmmm kkk lets see wat more aehh,damn,i want change the blog song,bt i got no idea how,sooo i'll figure out that part soon..

to the dudes n dudets of the cool clique,can u guys please arrange an outing pretty please,dont let me n rasyid only doing all this dirty work...grrrrr, n to the india dudes,no one is taking charge of the damn meeting ahhh..kanasai...

to feeqamon yet again,STAY STRONG BABE,least now u will get see ur frens more often aite...n best of lucck,i'll continue fighting on in attachment,make a good name..who knows i might be wearing this uniform permanently

no one gonna tell u where do u go from here,life is a path in which u decide,ppl can give u advices and all that sort,but its ur decision dats gonna decide where ur gonna end up wif..i hope my laid down plan will be okk,im not expecting to suddenly to learn millions a day,i juz dont wanna dissapoint those that i care bout,n most of,ive got something to prove..

Angels on fire..
grab the bull by the horns..its time to rock this living hell..
decisions to be made,have u made urs in this rising tide?..

The masters has return..

2008-11-07T00:42:00.003+08:00

FINALLY ALL THE FUCKING MOFOS HAS RETURN BACK TO BLOGGING,i hope this time around,U GUYS FUCKING STAY,k im gonna do a small intro to whom is blogging here,well soo far who is ( ive gotten more organize since coming back from india n since attachment ) soo here goes, this phunanimaster no.1 speaking/typing = sollihin bin sukhairi a.k.a Angels on fire

oh ive manage to promote this blog via my pm,unaccidentally,so those who wanna be link,please tahan n juz leave ur name by the tagboard..

kk the phunanimaster no.2 who is actualy num 1 coz now he is an angel,hahahahahaha.. kk his full name is very long,so im aint gonna type it here,my brother from total different parentage *bt i think i got indian blood* pk a.k.a pinkypower ..

kk the final phunanimaster, who is getting more evil,bt not yet to have pass mine n pk examination Muhd Saiful Bin Saimen a.k.a the saint also known to many as Sap .. lol sounds like superhero sia all..haha..

okk now all the intros has been officially made,till there are changes in the blogger or addition,i shall post it..

kk i need do abit of adjusting to this blog lay out soon,n bout the blogskin,it look holy,hahaha arent we suppose to be good guys??hehehehe,

and this post goes out to hilmi, HILMI U FUCKING DUMBASS, u juz literally made a deal wif the devil lah mofo ass,hahaha, u want get peace from them,the only time ur gonna get that is wen ur dead,dat i doubt,u be having em in hell too..hahaha,xcept for pk,he got special level down there.. kkk and ur forgetting me...hehehee and rasyid too

and speaking of him,that dude is in malaysia doing his I.A, hopefully he is doing fine,he sud be,wif his new found best frens forever safarimi,his world is a bliss..hahahahh

let see,what is there more to blog,my I.A getting better i guess,the ppl there are awesomely awesome,damn frenly n nice..tmr i gonna get some pics from work,n show wat life is in there all bout..haha

kk to the india dudes!!cb,wen u guys gonna have outing lahh..idiots challos

TO THE COOL CLIQUE - 1 who is in malaysia, WHENS THE NEXT OUTING ASSESS..rd not here,so i leave sap incharge,coz one,it revolve around him,he be busy wif his gf a.k.a the terrorist gf,hehee sorry sap...soo dude,arrange,maybe movie outing or something,anything...

to feeqa again,great to see u again..and hope things gonna work out better,ingat ckp sap,pakai raincoat bila hujan keluar..hahaha

oh we have this unspoken/unwritten rule,all suppose to end thier post wif their colour code,me wif the red gay lines

pk wif the purple gay line
and sap wif his orange gay line

well since this blog is being brought back to life,lets chase rasyid num of post, and beat him to that and to those who find this blog annoying or not to their liking and to those who juz love to spam,in our simple words,u mess wif one of us,u mess wif all of us,to those who kena already,sud know wat we mean by this,please do tag on the awesome tagboard teresa has help us wif.. to all challos goodnite

a wise man used to say this '' Life is like a can of red bull,u'll just get the funny feelings in ur balls''
Great friendship is like a Four leaf clover ( to those that doesnt know the meaning of fourleaf clover http://answers.com/topic/four-leaf-clover ) as i was saying its like a Four leaf clover, hard to find, but cerntainly lucky to be kept..

Angels on fire..
lets start this rockshow going on oncemore..ENCORE!!

Mimi's Dance and whole lot of crap

2008-11-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

first thing first the blog looks girly man!which one of u mofos changed it!!fresh but girly man haha sap yesterday did his 1st entry am gonna do mine now, dont know me that one ur pasal.
Main purpose was get mimis dance on the net man.mimi grew some balls of steel man to do such at act man,Kudos haha
here the vid

man awesome man and all those he did just to get 3 or 6 months of peace from us hahaha well worth he thought hahaha

ok school like same no much difference like before

last time

go school late worried about attachment scared tio debarrr

now

go school late happily enjoy somemore cause u pretty much know where we goin already

last time

play cards in class

now

play cards, cards and wait more cards in class

last time

hmm cant seeem to remember anymore haha sap will touch more on this haha my memory stick quite small ah

dont know why wanna masuk soccer in this post man like so long into this blog not even 1 on soccer man ahaha considering all of us are avid soccer fans haha

ManUtd vs Arsenal man

gonna be a big one not gonna predict and stuff though quietly hoping for a United win haha

k man thats about it ah dont what to add other than 1 small little thing for sol and sap

Roma 3 Chelsea 1

not saying anything ar jhahaha

United vs Celtic tonite 2 more hours to go!

gd nite to those who just wasted i tink 3 mins 42 secs of their life man sorry cant do much about that,well tough luck and ohya shit happens

are we like still supposed to end with some line?

whatever the case i shall just put one

Line kapoed from Theodore Roosevelt

There is not a man of us who does not at times need a helping hand to be stretched out to him.

and then shame upon him who will not stretch out the helping hand to his brother

well solid line lah seeing this on a postcard thingy man needa go and thank a whole lot of people man.thanks man to everyone of em, hopeful that i may be of use to at least someone before we gotta sleep.

talking about that watch the coffin man.ok lah the movie a few shock here and there but the show ended pretty lamely for a so called horror movie and even worse man if its from thailand and it ends in that way.

and must end lah my line the last last gay line is actually above ah so here is it.

goood nite

Mimi has solid metal ball bearingssss

2008-11-04T22:38:00.004+08:00

yo yo... hahah.. sap here.. lol.. i've deleted my blog.. for no reason in particular.. haha.. so.. i got the permission to calabo with these 2 dudes.. Pk and Sol.. lol.. haha..well thats me.. whenever i post an entry.. i shall put a pic of myself.. or with the idiots of this blog.. hahaha..

anywaes.. the other weeek was busy with werk at Singapore Cricket Club.. fucking tiring siak.. like dog sia the werk.. first dae was in the restaurant.. dam boring la.. wipe the glasses, cutleries.. fucking boring sia..2nd was more fun.. in the marquee.. lol.. get to see national Rugby players.. dam solid la.. their body is like.. dam sia.. fucking big.. like Dragonball cartoon sia.. dam big man.. like 10 times of me... hahah.. lol.. their meal.. fucking alot... 15times alot more.. haha..its fun la.. ang moh chicks and more.. lol..
oh.. i saw.. Sir Stanford Raffles ghost.. at SCC.. with the old skool army uniform.. and the sword.. he was dam emo sei.. looking down.. RIP man.. tc

this week has been.. i dunno boring.. haha.. dunno why.. but the peeps im with now are the best.. since the cool clique are like disperse to their own priorities of life.. i mean.. im not saying we dun meet up at all.. but.. its just.. haha.. i miss you guys.. seriously... haha..

project for my group is like.. nothing.. yup.. nothing done.. lol.. hahaha.. lol.. ciong ah this week or next week.. dammm.. lol.. hahaah.. lol..

basketball is tiring..

haiya.. might.. might be dancing for woodlands countdown.. like.. i dunno la my leader.. i really wanna dance there.. lol.. hahah.. like.. finally a debut for All Saintz Crew sei.. damm.. hahahah.. lol.. *prays*

oh.. mimi did a Zohan dance at Bukit Batok MRT foyer.. haha..funny sia.. PK...UPLOAD LA THE VIDEO!!!!!!..... a must see hit.. lol..

hmmm.. finally learn to play tai ti, indian poker and twenty satu.. huhu.. lol.. shut up.. i was noob.. now is amatuer ah.. lol.. hehehe..

thats all for now.. nite.. take care!

well,hello there,u r??

2008-11-02T03:55:00.005+08:00

kkk lets see,this blog seems more dead den ever,coz somebody is busy on attachment...kkk finally,im about to blog..ahh,stuff caught up wif me as soon as i touch down from india*kk here he goes wif his nvr ending india story*...
blah blah blah blah blah.
kk boring part done,now bout wats been happening in my life,

blah blah blah

i know u dont care!!!..hahaa n pretty much its been kinda exciting n fun for the time being..well,like anyone would care...neh neh neh neh ne h,boring blogger blogging bout his dalily boring life..
kk,now some pics to keep u guys awake for the moment

lol to this dude,his solo pic is way bigger den his sister graduation frame,shows u that looks matter..hahhah

did i ever tell u,i wanna be pilot someday..

to this bestfriend of mine,nope not that hot mum,she's my ex,to feeqamon,please do takecare of urself,hope ur doing juz fine aite..=)

sometime in ur life,ur gonna do something that u will regret,i had my moments,bt u cant change time,or turn it back,well,thats life,hopefully im learning from everything..hope

Angels on fire..
so it begins..
p.s scroll up to the beginning,n press ctrl + a..u will understand y..

back to the mountain top

2008-10-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

this is beggining to take a toll on me..as every single day passes,i get more tired n tired..i wanna enjoy out there n have fun wif watim doing,bt its not exactly possible,(a lizard juz ran out of room,lol) well,i miss the cool cliques,i miss the india group challos,i miss my secondary classmates and frens,n i missing alot of home,though im home,bt its different coz of attachment,bt strange thing is,i wanna be at the top of misty mountain,or that suicide drop mountain,that one even better,i wanna juz sit there n chill,take in the beautiful gorgeous view,even the hottest woman standing naked infront of me cant be compared..*ya right mdnoh would say,pretty much evryone else too*, wif that relaxing leaf that sebastian pass around.."

i wanna be alone,yet yearn for company..i wanna go up somewhere high,be there wif someone to talk stuff out..any stuff at all..bt i dont think its possible right???..i know..damn,i sound whiny,bt wat to do..this is really bringing me down slowly,i aint the always going around making stupid stuff,coz of attachment,it make me more tired in a sense,being a adult for a moment n trying to be a kid is different..haix..i dont want to end school,bt its gonna end it very soon,i have to get tru my ns,n then i have to worry bout my future,which i already am right now..sap said he wanna use the barangs to see his future,i gave him a warning,bt its a temptation,bt like everything,the future can be change wif one mistake or one great decision in ur life..

whats the fun of knowing the answer of ur life,i rather it be mystery,den again,yesterday is history,tmr is a mystery,bt today,is a gift,thats y they call it present..
we dont know wat life holds for us in the future,bt we do know,wat we do now affects us someway or another,theres always a opposite or a reaction or someting equal wen one take an action..true isnt it??funny how life works..

Angels on fire..
im dying inside,i need time..to find out who i am once again..

blah blah blah

2008-10-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

damn...ive nvr feel soo tired before..well,im tired n down..

Angels on fire
im beaten in this road..

india's 19 on 1

2008-10-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

whooooot!guess who's back!!!!,the 3 amigos man!!kk gonna blog bout the trip,gonna be clueless n long for alot of ppl..well,i dont care..hahaha,coz it was awesome!!!!the sceneries,the group,well my group,n the final work

day 1,reach airport,thanks to my family,sap,mdnoh n darshan for sending us off,its was nice to see em doing dat..

den lets see,we reach india at bout 12 pm time,bt time there is 2hrs3omins late,so calculate urself,didnt seee much things,bt the bus driver is like driving a sports car,not a bus,he speed like nobody business,n the road was zigzag 1 lane only sia,sscary abit ahh..we reach the hostel at 4am in the morning,the first thought was,ZOMGX,the night sky there,is something dat u can nvr get to see in singapore,unless singapore blackout ah,bt thing is,the chilly night,n the beautiful night skies,was zomgx kinda thing..oh ya,we went there wif 2 teams of 20,soo total 40 lah,plus 4 teachers..the other group was all baleestier,ours was awesome ahh..bt honestly,day 1,we dont even know anyone of our own group..

kkk lets see,wats more aeh,kk ahh,damn,im missing the group liao,kk gonna recap this for my journal thats to be written,kkk day 2 n 3 kinda dull,nothing much,we juz lepak,n try to get to know each othere,there wasnt any bond forming,soo n lucky pk n hilmi were around,ah on the 3rd day,we visited the orphanage,balachabavan,i think,ask mimi,oh pics gonna be update later ahh,not this post ah..this one i want a special post for group 1.. day 4 onwards,we start our work,slowly the team start bonding n getting to know each other,it was more of a test for us,bt on the first look of things,its almost impossible to complete the tank by 2 weeks..n we didnt know how its gonna look like,how big it was,bt work already started,k lets see,wats more..this was day 1,how the work place look before it was touch..

there was actually 3 trees down there..it was like 3 storey steps..cant be seen in this pics

oh working during fasting,its damn not easy ahh..well,but lucky the gang was great,they let us rest n all that,n were understanding..but first time fasting in foreign country n working,n thing bout india,THE TIME CAN PASS SOO SLOW,THEIR 10 mINS FELT LiKE FREAKING 30mins..let me see aeh,mmmm,

the first day of working was ok,we were impress wif the 3 workers working,fuyoh,the body,solid sia!!mmmm oh they are damn frenly,and not to mention bout the little kids there,always asking this qns,"what is your name?"or "how are u??",n we did give em some entertainment,magic shows,hhahaha,comic sia,n like all that ahhh..talking wif em..kkk wats more aeh,oohh INDIA GOT A WHOLE LOADS OF SPIDER..n they are FUCKING HUGE..

watching those kids smilling at you,n shying away,n was brave enough to come n approach u n say hi,eventhough we were being stare like animals in zoo,not in bad way,in a good way,n they are very easy to educated,as in,u can teach em,seeing that most of em are orphanage,n to see that they are happy and content wif their life,that includes the average ppl living there,all of em,no matter where u go,are always smiling at u...if smile was thier asset,they probably the most richest ppl on earth,can u walk down in singapore street n giving strangers random smiles,i bet u get the wtf are u smiling at me for look..thats the magic in that place..every driver there give way to each other,warning each other at blind spots wif a simple horn,imagine u do dat in singapore,all u get is..KANINA CHIBAI,I BO HAMCHI..its something to be learn from there..in singapore,i doubt ur content wif ur life..bt,they there,have lesser stuff den us..bt they are way more content den we ever could wish for..

day 3 of work..actually one 2nd day ah..bt we call it day 3 or something like dat..we huff n puff,form a human chain,everyone joining in,putting every muscle in,wif pk n hilmi rushing up n down,covering ppl,pk always in the middle of the chain,coz need more power in,n the back breaking task of carrying the baskets of stones n earth n sand...each load weighing more den 6kg atleast..n imagine having to do it over n over again till the endless work to be completeed..we learn how to use the proper way of shovel n picket..it wasnt easy..yet the workers did that wif 100% accuracy...everyone was working in right order..it was the start of the team bonding,the start of 19 on 1..the start of something new for everyone..nobody give up..working from 10 till 5 in the afternoon while the other group was fucking "working" at the bunk..

it was the start of something new..a whole new group working together,never meet up before,bt yet,all were moving as one,singing as one,making jokes while working,to keep the spirit up..or as they all say it..keep the momentum up..together as one they were..from a rowdy bunch,to an organize team..a united team,who say ppl cant change in one day..we did..we did something that no one expected us to be

we got a day off from work,well sort of,went down to the place...bt the workers wasnt there..soo den we off wen back to camp..den visited misty mountains..the tea plantations..it was a treat goiing up seeing our first mountain view..the view was splendid..

i know..amazing right,to be soo close to the clouds

sitting down there..it was one day before hari raya..my family called me up..i was in tears to hear that all at home were missing me,as i type this,i still recall,sitting down at the steps,wen my mum call,she was the first to talk to me..den it dawn on me..everyone at home misses me,n so did i..every year witout fail,the night of hari raya would be a special one,sit down wif the family for dinner,bt i couldnt be there,for once,frens n all that were put aside,n it dawn on me..is this gonna be like if im gone from the family,if i would have start a new family..it taught me that..even no matter how far u are from home,the one thats always closest to u are u family,they are always in ur heart..the guys were concern,bt then again,no one would know wat it feel like to be away celebrating hari raya away till uve experience urself,the view there manage to calm me down..

as the night came,sitting down outside,viewing the starts..wif the mist dat has come were gone..it was again n a beautiful sight to behold..forever wishing that night,will always come again..the night prayers,or takbir as it is called,were held at night,wif all the malays dudes n mats n the malay teacher,mr hussein,he shed in tears..soo did a few..i was holding back mine..nt sure bout mimi..everyone sees life different,have a different life,bt dat nite,the takbir raya was like music in my ears..softly touching my heart..bringing back all those memories of home.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA..

it was the first day of raya,we went for the sembahyang raya at the mosque there..it wasnt grant..it was very very very very simple..again was the takbir..it was like a universal language for us den..everyone was juz rehearse over n over again the verse..that one verse.was strong enough to bring back sanity to everyone there,to be human once again..the ustaz or imam there,was delighted n overjoy to be seeing other muslim of the the world..which he mention in his tamil or malayaram spoken language,mentioning bout us..we were gratefull for their hospitality..

den we went back,where some use the phone,to call family at the local booth,i waited for awhile,waiting for the time to call home,i did cal finally,went out of the bus,n walk abit down the road,n gave em a call,my mum pick up the phone,after uttering a few words,again she was in tears..writing all this down aint easy..thats the beauty of a love.. finish up the call,den headed back to the bus..mimi manage to call his younger brother whom he misses alot..wen up back the to the hostel..where everyone was abit solem,the malays that is...

we were brought up to the mountain side..the view there was realy really splendid,there was a spot,that was call suicide drop,coz a number of ppl have commited suicide there,n yeah..u can die coz of it was juz straight cut down..no way dat u can ever survive wif that height..it was amazing view,that night one the way back home,n while on top of that mountain,the team bonded yet again,singing at the top of our voice in the bus,n all the comics..each promising to complete the work that needed to be done..

the smokers were hit again thanks to certain bastards..well,that story can story next time..the next day,the night of hari raya..was the most spookiest nite ever to be experience..

clearing the sand..making a deep n stronger foundation,the guys were hard at work..i think im gonna put all the pics as videos,one i get all of em in my lappy here..it was another great day at work,the teachers awarded us wif cooled drinks..which is really a treat there..

complain time,wah chibai,the other group is damn fucked up..they were the cause of almost every problems,from the smoking to the noise level,to the complains..bt yet they get more priveleges,especially those phone calls home,wtf right...they can still be really fucked up to us..especially the bob guy,really irritating..well,like normal mats,they only dare touch the one that they cant makan..too bad they cant makan us..hahahahah

it was back to work for all of us..well,only my group..while the other grooup were again "working" at thier the bunk..wtf,i know..found out that their work was already done for them,they were suppose to build a partition,wah we all tot they have to build from scratch..BT NO.the constructor have done it for dem..wth.n we were being push to the canteen,so as not to distrupt the other team hard work..wtf...found out the boulders or stones,were place at the wrong side..have to be transferred to the other side..wahh..thanks to the engineer mistake..damn..bt witout complain we broke our back again,n start shifting the rocks..mr nadhan if not wrong,highlighted to dem,muz not make any more mistake,he doesnt want us to shift the rocks suka2,bt we were more den willing to help dem out..we continue on working non stop actually,till the job is done,the next day,still same thing,dis time around wif the sands,fuhhh..a week plus went by witout rain that place...den we visited the waterfall on our way back home..but we didnt stop,coz eveyone juz wanna get back to the bunk to change n rest..n decided to stop there on another day...den we got our chance..the waterfall is pretty much simple,bt the water is reciding,getting lesser,due to the weather or something like dat..

we finish the foundation,n it was up to the other side worker to start teh ball rolling for us..we skip a day of work,coz theres nothing much we can do to help n all that..well,im gonna fast forward,the boys had saroja,their slang for liquour..hahah,i had my sarajuboh,which was pepsi,slack wif em at night,wif the stars n all that..the mist,the nice weither..n boy,we spent alot on titbits..well,we did wat we can do for the 2nd batch workers,bt theres nothing much to help.xcept passing em the stones n all that mixing,i really tot we could have make things faster..bt we didnt want to interrupt dem,here are the pics of wat happen..the start of the buidling of the the thank

its taking me 4 days juz to blog all this..well,heres the finish part,

we had our last day of work,in the morning,everyone slack,bt after lunch,wen the other group went off,we all start kena drill,n that was the time we ponder wat we can do to make the job faster,i think i did manage come up wif the plan,wif the help of pk voice,n a few more ideas sneak in,n karthik to help out the matts,we start working,we start at 2pm india time,we went on n on n on,till 8pm,trying to finish filtering the sand..it was 2 huge bundles of it..n it was back breaking,for the first time in india,we experience rain,n it didnt stop us,infact everyone wants to continue,bt rajoo didnt allow us to,so we took 10mins of,which we had our tea as usual,n it tasted great,den we go on continue,after a few hours den,our water supply ran out like usual,n like usual,the cibai other grouop dont know how to bring their own water supply,they were using ours,bt lucky the sisters there help us out,bt getting us the bottles of drinks,we continue on working,thanking that we can do so,the boys took turns helping each other out,rotating between those that were tired,giving simple orders..then i was called down wif hakeem to help out the other workers wif the cement,we did our part..den it went blackout,india has dis timing of the day that everyday,there be a blackout of half n hour,for savign energy or sometign like dat..well,bt still,we took out torches,handphone lights to be precise,coz we didnt came prepared wif torchlights,the sister mary gave us a light,the kampung2 kinda of type one,we make do wif that..n wif that we finish the job..everyone was juz soo happy wif each other performance,technically we missed dinner at home,bt we didnt care much bout that..we were overjoy to finish that work,hopefully i can get the videos n pics from rajoo n nadhan by wednesday,i wanna review those great time..

its a bit blur..bt i think the smile on thier faces is enough to tell a thousand story

the next night,was a celebration night,i dont have much pics..bt im hoping they will sent it so

we stood in circle,arms across each other backs..we stand solemn in the room where we it all begin for us..to suddenly see all those familiar faces in that past 2 short weeks,we are brothers in arms,like wat hilmi pm dat says,let it not be the end but rather the beginning of a new frenship ..it is the beginning of something new,we had a reflection,and all of dem,only mention one thing,the teamwork..rajoo ask,y is that everyone talking bout one thing,not bout the experience..the answer is pretty much simple,those guys were the experience there,thats wat we learn,the bond..the bond that make us work..im grateful for those guys,i dont think i can thank them enough for their work,the song that we sang were meant for us..we didnt have much rewards for our work,our work wasnt really recognise,bt i guess,that makes this even way more sweeter,thanks guys for the sweet memories..n in pk words fucking hell,it was awesome.. we did gang,we did..group 1 tk kan mati,

lets meet up again,wait for me after the wednesday meeting aite..i got attachment coming up already..

thank you once again..i cant think of a perfect redline for u guys,this simple thanks isnt enough,so lets meet up more often,n me n pk ourself has decided,to follow rajoo words..we arent gonna stop n take this as a one time thing charity work,are u guys up for it..n that night when i said,i dont mind coming back to this place in the next 5 years,im alrady start saving for it..care to join me guys..its our work afterall..thank you once again

Angels on fire..

heaven n hell cant stop us..we are united..

indiano jones..

2008-09-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

wahhhh,tmr gonna leave for india man..kk lets see,lets sum of some of the stuff for this week,first of all this special post for feeqamon!!

whoooot!!19 liao bah aeh gal,ada macam baik kape!!!..haha,for my first ex-minah fren of mine,who still jiwa minah in the heart,happy bday,well belated for now,couldnt get u anything yet,wait till i come back aite,dinner on me!!hahaha,ahh lets see,thanks for the great frenship since day one of school,the first time we said hi,n u running off wif ur mama,we've been tru alot,well u have,i was juz bystander je..haha,thanks bestie!!dont forget to still name ur child after me like u plan,im sure he has a great future,JUST LOOK AT ME PE!!..haha

kk enough bout her,no more limelight dah cukup,as requested,im blogging..

kk 3 amigos namely me pk hilmi..soo ppl do miss dem too,coz u guys already miss me..hahahaa

kkk to the cool clique,im gonna miss you guy loads,cum on the 9th,we sheesha!!,mau pe!!.hahaha..oh ya,thanks rasyid rena n pk for the bucks,if not i will not be going india n in whole load of trouble..THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN..

kk wats more aeh,oh this yesterday was the bomb,jurong was damn cool lah telliing u..lol,pics at the other blog,i think i sud write like a will over here,lol

kk here are my few belongings dat i be leaving behind,

to feeqa-ahh,im gonna leave u my mama's bra,i think it can fit u..i dont know wat i have to give u,bt u can have my puma jacket,i bought a puma jacket coz we are besties!!..hahaha...

to sap-u can have my shades,so u wont see dragons,ahh,i have tis comb that i have for sometime coz u got long hair,n oso,u can have my shaver..haha,i still have pics of u wif moustache,dude,u dont look cool dat way..heeheee...kk joking

to rasyid-u can have my undie,coz ur the emo wedgie victim...heehe..

to pk-u can have my hp as a spare one,coz i spoilt one of urs at the beach at pasir ris..lol,my bad..hhaaha,

to mich-u can have my mum's sweets,coz u always have motion sickness

to teresa pau-u can have ahh,my green bag,so u can give to my fan club

to aiba-ur way way smart,so u can have my dictionary..

to my hate sollihin fan club- whoot..i always wanted this..hahaa..

ahh anybody else that i miss out??..haha,alamak,this post very long siol..

well,its been a either great time or a bad time,or even both at the same time for almost everyone that i know of..same goes to me,had a few incidents n a whole load of happiness..

soo thank you soo much guys,well,nothing gonna happen to me in india,n we are back,lets have dinner out aite,n lets see wats more,oh everyone is really miss,n good luck for everything that u guys are heading into,wen im back,i write a whole load of more red lines aite,coz right now,im juz appreaciting once again for u guys being here,a special for sapool_bvlgari,cheer up k,things are gonna be alright,it always have,wif ppl like us,n like u around,wif the cool clique alive,its gonna be juz alright aite,shits happens in life,ive been saying that alot to rasyid n ter,lol..well,its true,bt like a good bro of mine once said,if ur gonna get fuck,u get fuck, den i add this one lah,lets enjoy every moment,even if its fucked up,coz its gonna be made of who u r..lets not see ourselve in a bad situation,theres a whole load more worse stuff that ppl are suffering,bt they are still surviving,so y not us..heaven n hell may burn tonight,but it doesnt mean we cant have fun cant we??..

Angels on fire..

missing a whole loads of ppl..COOL CLIQUE ROCKS!!!

we end in high..

2008-09-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

kkk pics are all uploaded..bout least 300 of em..i think or is it more..well its more..soo i cant possibly put up everything can i??..haha,well,i put one or 2 down here,well,as we all now know..SAP GOT IT FROM US..credits to the cool clique and shop n save for being open 24hours*strangely only i know,knn*..hahaha..kk wats more,well result are out and all that shit..kk,

here are the pics*i'll uploadsomemore later,now need to sleep..haha,guys,the pics,ask from me aik..shall continue tmr den

the nights of nights..

2008-09-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

ggaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh...MY FREAKING LAPTOP CRASHED!!!!!...I CANT GET IN..kkk dats one of the problem,lets see,school's been fine,all those i.a craps n exams juz over..see i told u right sap ur gonna get one..tknak percaya..ni lah budak2 1990 ni suma kan..hahah..kkk im gonna clear some cobwebs here..been awhile since ive updated..got out of mood for awhile to blog..

well its the fasting month right now..i had 2 weird dreams for 2 straight nights..lets see..whats more to blog bout..damn i miss playing soccer,didnt play for like a week plus already..lets seee,im not sure what to blog right now..things at home is boring..like nothing much to do..COZ IM FASTING..soo energy is abit conserve..ohh,need to do r.o soon..bt i dont know how soon am i gonna get started on it..muz hand in by weekend..

sap ask me to go trawih wif him..tell me that got to be the coolest n holy of him..hheehee..well least now i have the niat(translation-meants like u already set in ur heart to go)this way..i get my pahala(opp. of sin) liao..hahah

juz feel like putting this one up for fun..

Angels on fire..
im not easy to go down,you just need 3 to bring me down...haha

the crow that starts talking

2008-08-21T23:50:00.001+08:00

lets see,nafa test was today,was tiring after the 2.4 for sure,sap was freaking fast,trying catching up,bt couldnt lahh..pantat,not gonna make excuses for sure,only i do complain,MY STAMINA PANCIT SIA..k wats more,n to rasyid,WHOOHOT!!,u look cool jogging in ur ear piece lahh,den whats more,oh jc was like,woahhhh..hahaa

k den played soccer for awhile,n to ter ah..haha,soorry ahh,i nvr meant to kick dat hard,misjudge my power abit i think,hope u didnt get hurt..kanasai,u still can tease me bout the bag thing aite,lets see wats more..di kocok-kocok ah,dikocok-kocok!!,inside jokes wif feeqa sap n rasyid

k lets see,i think im gonna blog in red,so futher warning,this doesnt mean related to anyone,if u think its u..ur problem loh,coz i do have more den a few friends..juz incase some passerby who go nothing to do want say this n dat,its my post,i do wat i wanna do wif it..pretty much i can say,im the one blogging most here,so this gonna be another reflection thingy,n all that sort of shit,which happens to be happening right now..

things are never the same..
im not sure with whats going on,but the way things are going,ur getting out of favour,and to think that we had talks before,taking from rasyid,the power of friendship shall be a cheat code,n thanks guys for being there for me to bitch bout,let out steams,its always nice to have u guys around,n its always a best day wif that..now thats everything is out,n everything is put together,i wondering if everythg was juz a lie,is this whom we all know..

the born of a new boy_macampaham
a term use mostly for those who comes up wif extraordinary stuff,like "i jump down a building n still survive",few examples were safar,mmm some mats that i know ofsome chinese i knew of,mmm n some indians dat i know of..sadly,now we have a new one,unexpected,bt everything seems like a bullshit now..its all beginning to show,it gets irritating as time goes by..

the cool clique-a name given by rasyid himself,to describe us,someone else added dis recently,a group of people who does cool stuff every single time n always having fun n being there for each other..but,like all good things,bad things happen to,now left the few remaining survivors,n i love u guys seriously,u guys know for urself who u guys are,remember all those red lines that i post,all those words,i really meant it whole and deeply,n i cant thank u guys enough,i dont wanna mention names,bt im sure deep down,u know who u r..the best of things doesnt need to be said to be known..

to aiba rosli,i dont know if u read this blog of ours,im soo soorry for today misunderstanding,i feel downright guilty wen i saw that bewildered look in ur eyes,i really really am trully sorry,and i know u might hate me,bt im really sorry..

ego-everyone has in them wif them,all girls told me,that guys ego are huge,true,i some that are way fucking huge,but to me..its not something to be proud of,for me that is,coz in the end,ur the losing end,to be a true winner,u have to admit defeat,coz in life,u cant win everything,y boast of stuff that u cant do,just coz u cant see someone else winning u in something..so thanks ayah,(dad) for teaching me to be humble,he always say this"why do things to get name,if u get the name so wat,u wont gain anything else,ppl can juz forget it the next day,y bodek soo much n pretend to be somebody ur not infront of others,its wat u do sincerely n willing that matters,its might not get notice,but least,ur being honest"

my throat getting worse,wif the weather,wif the current situation,its getting worse..

the hand thats giving is more virtous den the hand thats receiving,as long as its done with sincerity,bt if u are asking for help,please atleast ask it nicely,dont demand it like ur some bitch shot,abit of thank you,or abit of please can really helps,least it puts on the person that offering the help in happier mood knowing its appreciated,its not being trivial over small things and not asking for name,least it feels better dat way,we are not some slave..it doesnt mean asking for help comes in stuff,like money or loaning a bike or car..the small things matter too..

image-does image really matters,does what u wear,or what u drive,or wat u have can impress anyone,coz if does,its sounds stupid,if thats the case,nobody can really truly be who there are,they will end up as pretenders..or eating at some restaurants dat cost 25bucks per meal,n ur gonna suffer the next moment coz thats all the cash uve burn,den its not the right way aint it..does wearing a shirt that has name,means u cant relax and be the age u r,bt instead pretend walking n talking as if ur rich...weird ah where the world has come to..

i think thats all for now,i dont wanna think some more,things are getting out of hand..

Angels on fire..
this is better then a can of redbull,coz u guys gave me the funny feelings in my heart..

happy happy ahh

2008-08-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

kkk lets see,this blog post is gonna be..juz like dis,i forgot wat i wanna blog bout,dats y..hahahaha..if i remember,i will blog again loh..simple right..

Angels on fire..
we all live under the same sun..

the story of a dying atheist

2008-08-16T23:26:00.001+08:00

k no one is dying actually,damn,i got sore throat..sort of..been feeling like vomiting the whole day for today..which sucks,from morning till like wen i reach home..kanasai,dont know wats wrong..even right now,my throat feels sucky,my body feels sucky..tmr gonna work!!..n like finally i can chill abit at work,1 thing i like bout my place,is that,no matter wat,i can just stand there n talk to my customer in a chill2 kinda way...so its gonna be a fine day i hope..

oh to that passerby,aeh kanina chibai,u caught me in the wrong moment lah fuck,dont make me damn fucking pissed,im already in a pissed mood,so please dont let me find out who u r..or better still,juz tell me who the fuck u ar,i find u(coz u got no balls to find me),we finish it..so please,get a fucking life,before i really go make the effort to fucking find u..chibai..
k this red line gonna be some crapshit that im thinking of..

a face

a mask

a story

and a life behind that mask..

everyone has a life of their own,i have mine,u have yours..lets put it in this way,in this kind of times,almost everyone is wearing a mask,to show us who they are,it might be the real them on that mask,but it may not be..in simpler words,the true colours of someone..i guess in this society,everyone is kinda afraid to show the trueself..i admit,i do tell lies,someone once said this to me,behind ur laughters,ur happy go lucky attitude is actually someone the total opposite of that..coz u nvr want to let urself open up to others..hence the mask..

isnt it strange,dat wen ppl say this,n some might say,ur frens know u better den u do of urself..is that really true??..strange when ppl think that they know the true u,the whole 100% of who you are..well,a good friend wrote this on her pm,judge me like a book,but dont read me like a book..
simple and true right..

honestly,i dont really know of myself..i guess,for a change im gonna start looking at that..hey,im still growing up..ive live almost about every sort of life,ive had my highs and lows..highs wif my family,highs wif my studies,highs wif my frens..n ofcourse all the lows..

im not perfect,ive might not been thru every aspect of life,bt heck,dat doesnt mean i dont know whats in this world..living a life of high-class,been and done,living on scrapping,trying to survive each day,done..living a humble life..in short,living like the kid i am of my age..heck..im there..n another wise word from a dear fren,y try to live a life that is so highclass,act your age lahh..coz ur still a kid,still learning,still using parents money..true,i agree wif u totally..im not born from some rich ass dad..bt im proud of him..im proud of my family..coz we've been there..we've done that..

lets see wats more,oh my mama,she used to say this to my sis,n im gonna say this on her behalf,u say of other ppl,one day,it will come back to u,n become of u..well,ive done a few of that..ive bitch about like dat..bt i hope i learn from em,not make the same mistakes that others have..
pretty much the self reflection of the day

Angels on fire..
Imjustkid..and trust me,you dont really know who i really am..

kicking it old school yet again

2008-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

damn..i need soccer alot man..first thing first..need to get shoe,num one in things to buy..dei,that addidas still on ahh..i soo need to get that one man..anything will do for the time being,den if possiblio,getto that nike tempo legendio that ive been eyeio..

kkk wats more,school been really great..wat more can be said,it always have been great,oh i did my presentation liao,its nothing compared to rasyid superior infomatic one..abit nervous in the beginning,bt like mani said,entertainment value is there..haha..kk wats more aehh..things been rough for the time being too..im not sure where im heading right now..n to my amon brother,dei,hang in there aite..

oh i solve my little conflict wif mdnoh..its like soo unexpected,bt mdnoh sud watch out for his gal man..like she is very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very fishy
i wont wanna lose this special frenship,coz ur one of the few things in life that i treasure,uve been a brother to me all this while,though i might be idiotic sometimes,n do stuff randomly n dumbly,i would nvr do anything to hurt a brother like u

k wats more aehh..ahh,that story one is abit long,k wats more..kk this post gonna be abit gay gay red line..like coz alot of things are happening right now too..if u think its concerns u..den maybe it is..if u think it doesnt..den maybe..bt im not gonna say names..hahha..sneaky kan..i know

its time to kick it like old school,im glad i took up soccer,coz its like a thing for me to let go emotions,n all that stuff,like how dancing is to sap,or sc is to rasyid,

scarifices dat u make are for something thats worth it,though some actions dat u do seems not like it,true,u might see it as one thing,bt others might see it as another,some sacrifices that u do,have an impact on one,bt most of the time,it affects all around u..
its not the huge things dat makes impact,money doesnt always revovlve the world around,n love doesnt mean you have to be blind,make the right choices n it would last,you dont have to spent millions just to make someone love you,you dont need to go to soo much extend to make something that you treasure last,coz its the small little things you do,dat makes things last,

love is really blind,ive seen too many cases of it..i might not be as pimping as a casanova,nor as faithfull,i have my reasons,not being in relationships,coz love makes u blind n dumb,n i dont wanna be the dumb one yet,i have too many examples..

but is the sacrifices your making,is it worth it??..is it,coz,sometimes,its better to live witout den juz hanging on,a sacrifice for the better good..

dude,your one true fren thats been wif me for the past 10 years n counted,all those years,i can count on u on every single thing..i would trust u wif my life*though i put myself in shit,hahaha*i wanna say thank you..bt i dont think its gonna be enough,coz no words can describe how much i appreciate u man,thank you..

im not a punching bag where u can just shoot me and then just say sorry and pretend things are alright..coz its time that i stop staying quiet n let u step on my head..u have ur own problems,bt dont bring em n let it out on ur frens,everybody has their own problems to think bout,i just dont need u to be bitch about..

to a certain good fren,hope things in the sc ar gonna be fine,those sacrifices that you guys make are really awesome,n to let it all be destroyed juz like that is unjust,power can drive ppl to do stuff that u wont want them to do,we both know that its not gonna end juz like dat..dude,no matter wat,u got us behind u...its gonna be huge for u right now,n i guess,one day,ur gonna have to make a choice..sc or for the ones u loves..u know who im reffering to right now,nt who..its a bunch of ppl..

Angels on fire..
life would never be the same again..

Thank YOU!

2008-08-14T23:29:00.001+08:00

hahaha thank you!!!

dont get it haha thats your problem.

Thank YOU!

2008-08-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

hahaha thank you!!!

dont get it haha thats your problem.

the dance off

2008-08-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

abit outdated for this post..bt who cares..want thank sap personally for that awesome dance work..n the rest too..first time i ever performed,if u count soccer out..it was amazing..n kudos to sap who have been doing this for practically every single time..thursday got to be one of the days that is to be remembered...n the mats actually behaved..way more amazing ahh...hahhaha..kkk thats all,coz the rest have all said i wanna say..all there is to say left still is still THANK YOU sap!!..n the 7 others,namely feeqa aiba mas jac mich rasyid and pk...it was awesome man..didnt expect it to turn out that way..GO W!!

Angels on fire..
we are not who we seem we are
the night is still beautiful..

Return of the last blogger!

2008-08-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah!!! 66th post man!dont u dare laugh rasyid, we will catch up to ur 200 plus post blog ok!haha someday!

man the other 2 bloggers put in so much nonsense inside the blog i mus get my fair share of space to pilr my shit too man haha!

lets starto its 2.50 am now lets see about only 8 hours to go before we are performing in skool and and only abt 4 hours before i am supposed to be in school and here i am blogging eh, what a hardworking blogger i am sia.no need tell me i know haha

ohya the dance man may god dont play bastard on me and suddenly throw 1 banana there man hope the big boss helps us man cos i need a miracle!1st time dance infront of ppl and the crowd also best lah hopeless mats gonna watch it how sad sia. well what to do shit happens

haha its the ''good brothers'' month man and if u dont get wat i probably means its just means 3 things 1 is u need to move ur lazy fat bum from that chair of urs to get out of ur house. 2 is ur dumb. and 3 is... u are dumb.haha

honestly never been disturbed by em though always looking for trouble with em.hoping to jus see 1 time who knows see 1 time satisfy me big time liaos untill never wanna see again.haha respect to the people who can see it man really takes awesome courage to face them everyday sia mus be annoyiing and irritating.haha

ok thats settled lets see what else what else ohya any1 who has oceans 11 or 12 or best both for gods sake lend me man.

yeah thats settled haha what else...

ah my parents are finally back after long long time,haha miss my momma's homemade food man, and my dad jus doing nothing hahaha mocking joking around haha

hmm ohya lets talk about love since pretty much everyone nowsadays has someone to call their own and those who have yet to find patience my friend i know the feeling but when it come it will be the best feeling, can trust me on that.

share a bit of greek thingy

in greek language there are five words for love

they are eros, phileo,storge,agapao and agape

Eros is sensual love between the sexes.

Phileo is friendship among friends -- kind feelings and natural affection. We think of Phileo love being brotherly love.

Storge love is love within a family. Love for your kids, parents, and so on.

Agapao love is to be totally given over to someone or something.

Agape love is lavished on others without any thought of whether they deserve or are worthy of the love.

haha funny eh just 1 word but damn it can make a world of a differrence man to hell load of lifes man.AMON man.

haha loving the way life is goin can post way more gayer stuff than the ones above but slowly why all release now haha

erm that alls for now ah. nothing much in the brain ah haha

well this is one line i try my best to live by ah share it wif u guys

Life's simple you make choices and you dont look back.

yeah people often say how the hell can you just forget the past and go on.well one way to feel better is that the shit that happen was in the past and u can no longer change it so why not instead of putting so much tension in to how to change that put that tension in worrying or planning the future instead.

haha end for now ah.amazingly feel like continue to blog but sadly ah no pics ah later become to wordy and ppl fall asleep never make to the end even ah waste my time typing ahaha.haha k gd nite man 3.17 haha i blog fast!

tada! BEWARE! too much photos. lols (:

2008-08-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

Alright! im here to blog wif PICTURES. at least the author here is not dat useless compare to the other one. HAHAH! (: alright, counting down to the dance for national day performance on 7 august! heheh. well went out on last saturday to suntec. suppose to meetup at 3:30pm, buuutt pk and i were late. LOl. oops. =X g0t the photos uploaded. actions speaks louder den words! heres the pic..

darshan and sol posing wif the pig.

mi wearing sol's shade. pk said i look like minah. -.-

the carls junior

comparing the size of the burger wif the fone.

after dat, metup wif rebecca and head over to mrt station. tot it was still early.. so pk and i went for ben & jerry ice cream session! nice view there thou. love the waterfall thingy. hehee

we ordered phish food and chocolate therapy. (:

our camwhore photos

the fish!

dunno why it is upside down. LOl

last photo to end wif. classic! nice kiss! hahaha! (:

alright, i guess its time to go to bed now! gotta wake up early! heheh. nites readers. take care! sorry for the long wait eh! HAHAH!

Sometimes when u feel dat u have taken too much blow or feedback, just lay down on the bed and relax. sometimes things move too fast and its time for u to stop and enjoy the nice moments and scenary around u. (:

one last time

2008-08-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

lets see..school been fine..the dance is getting better as days goes by..ahhh,wats more..OH KANASAI,ITS LIKE A FEW MORE DAYS TO GO..LIKE TMR IS FREAKING WEDNESDAY..N THE THING IS LIKE FREAKING THURSDAY!!!WHICH IS LIKE..WTF MAN..kkk tmr gonna be a long day..gahh..i better find my p.e shirt..the freaking room is like freaking hot lah..n got boiler prac test to go on still..MICH!!..WHERE IS THE FREAKING PICS!!!..kanasai,got nice nice hp dont want put...*sticks out tongue*..
later ur hp spoilt ah if u nvr upload..den u know..grrrrrrr..kk lets see..loads of things been happening..im pretty much abit pissed man..lets stick to rasyid rule,wats in the blog,stays in the blog...kkk wats more..ahhh,nothing else..oh i find that the current sc sucks..n that they got many conflicts that are totally no point at all..ahh some more wat..the so call mandai mat is totally macam paham..lets see..damn!!i freaking hell have to spend my hari raya in india..uh uh,better believe it..like WTH..damn,my investment of fasting wont be that good use kan..no hari raya money..hahahah..

lets see,wats more aeh..ohh happy bday to mdnoh,who is 19 right now..great knowing that ur always there wenever i need u bro..dats wat u call bro man..come my house can treat it like his own,go kitchen take my chocolate anyhow..kanasai..i hope u love the pig soft toy thingy..haha..lets see wats more..

ohh sat outing was seriously power..i guess..bt carls jnr..ahh..i passed it on next time..not really that special to me..not bout price wise..on overall..kk wats more..ohh i want donuts man..like dunkin donuts..damn,have to go malaysia if i want it..oh i need do my passport..fuck..i totally forgot bout that..muz extend..den muz go to the ns thingy..lets see wats more aeh..kk im freaking bored..lalalallalallallallal..alamak,the 2 other authors useless..in their own world now..sap say cute couple..hahaha..kk lets see.wats more

i want get that pimping sony alpha dslr man..its like freaking more cooler den nikkon's..will talk to my dad bout it..heehee..after all..he later oso can use wat..hahahaha...kkk i dont know wat more to say..hmmmmm...ahh i need stuff to talk bout..bt i just dont know who to talk to..everywhere seems unsafe..strange ahh..kkk i wanna play game..maybe that let things off my mind off abit den..

its not u,its me..same old story,same old crapshit
confusion starts,till im not sure who i am right now..things are nvr the same as before..u might seem to know everything,bt ur no better den i am..i am who i am..we are different in our own ways..

kk dats crapshit,ignore all those,i just need to let it out

reflectiontime - looking in the mirror,can u describe who u r to ur family frens n loved ones,is this who others see u as..a old uncle was standing infront of me,i offered him my sit,he went on to say this"im still alive,im not dead"
darshan"uncle dont say like dat,not good"
old wise uncle"wat is good n wat is bad??wat is good to say its bad, n wats bad is it to say its good"

wise words being said,nothing defines perfection n good n bad..we perceive the world in different ways..

Angels on fire..
what is good and is this the choosing of lesser evil??

weeee~

2008-08-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

Happy mood! wahahah. finally g0t to see him after years. felt so happy! the first thing he said to mi "hu are u?" i was shocked by his first sentence. hahaha! but well, after i g0t to see him, i felt so happy! wee! and he changed alot too. 0.0 hhaha. last picture before i g0~

bought the m&ms chocolate to refill my sweet dispenser. dunno y, but i've g0t the mood. and guess wat. i bought 5 items for $10.10 at shop and save. quite shock to see the price. bought 1 chupa chups, one packet of rocher, 1 milk chocolate, and 1 nerds from WONKA! (: and one m&ms chocolate. was waiting for the double decker 157. the good thing is all of them are all SINGLE DECK! waited till the 4th one, couldnt take it, we take our bags and ran up the bus. hahas. distributed the rocher and the three of us played daidee( pk, sol & me) tgth. and i lost 3 consecutive times! wif the big 2 on my hands everytime. ): and g0tten a very weird bite on my leg. the bite is the mosquito kind one. swollen. but when u scratch the thing, it spreads. ):

k la i go ler. eyes closing and my eyes hurt after i wash my face wif soap caz the stupid soap went into my eyes.hahaha! take care readers! (:

dont wait till u lost it then u learn to cherish it.

when cats start parades..

2008-07-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

kkk let see,im cleaning some unseen cobwebs thingys..haaha..been sometime since last update..been loads going on everyone personal life personally,k first of all,i would like to thank sap for all the patience needed to teach us all the dance steps..kudos to u,lets see,to the gang green gang,or the cool clique,lets show that we can do it..that includes me..fuck..

kkk wats more,mmmm oh i got this pimping pic to show everyone,since ages since got pics man..hahaha

aint this pimping or wat..nicely edited by the dear bad mood swing on every tuesday,mimi,or aka hilmi..haha

k went to the library juz now wif sap pk n feeqa,n fucking hell,i laugh non stop for freaking more d3n 30mins man..haha,k the weeks been going fine,ive started work..n its going fine,uhh let see..i dont know wats more..oh ya,jet songs are really pimping n fun man..kkk gay red line

life is like a can of redbull,u finish it,u get a funny feeling in ur balls..hahaaha

life aint empty if u got frens n love ones filling up the empty spaces in it

Angels on fire..

targetsighted

we want to be there for u,its not that we or u losing touch with us,its just a simple fact that you dont want us to be there for you..i always needed someone in my life,n i have u guys

mama say,never drop down to their level

2008-07-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

kk readers,this post is gonna be damn contaminated,n damn dirty,so wash ur hands after reading this post,i sollihin bin sukhairi,have talk to jacinta in the train,otw home..yes pk,brother word i did..i hope u will keep urs and do the same,k yeah after pk left the train,i nudge jac,n ask her to sit beside men she look soo fucking suprise n stood up n sat beside me,n juz talk like normal stuff,like her n lizhen meeting up,though its not those crazy talks that i have we wif my peeps,n its like,i was really watching wat im saying,n for most of the time,there were silence..

decided to blog bout this coz of dear rasyid email,bout the frenship thingy one of em caught my eye,give ur enemy a thousand chances to be your friend,bt dont give a single chance for ur friend to be ur enemy and in some cases..if she gets fuck,den she get fuck..not as if im not predicting it anyway..y live life in hate,when you can do some much more beautiful things in life..yes u guys may tease me my whole week after this or maybe forever..im not giving a fuck

lets face it,why do we talk about other ppl mistakes,some of em that we ourselve make too in our life,i aint perfect,so i really shouldnt be doing this no more..i may say jac is a slut,bt in the end,are we any better guys??some of us did the same thing she did,a fren said this,a guy can flirt n be playboy n yet sound cool,bt wen a gal does dat,she is a slut..but now i finally realise this,y stooop down to the same level,kk fine,her level might seem way more lower..bt in some cases,we are no better..n sometimes,we created a monster in ourself occasionaly..so there,i guess,ive let my piece out..

yes pk ur gonna say that i think too much and knock my head,n yes sap n rasyid n u guys gonna make fun of me,n yeah pretty much,im letting my ego off..coz this past few days..i think,im finally seeing the world in a different way..this is how i see things..n u guys see the world differently too..

nothing comes easy in life,there are moments wen u have everything,n there are some when you have nothing at all,living a life of hate,is living a life of lies,i aint perfect,n yes i do lie..but its the time for a change,a new beginning,i dont wanna be the same fool to make someone else mistake,in some strange way,what she gone tru,or put herself tru,can be a lesson to some,n even to me right now..i just wanna be me,true i admit,some stuff you go tru,can nvr be the same again..remember,nobody is perfect,forgive yourself den you forgive others,appreciate the beautiful things in life,n you will find life abit more meaningful

Angels on fire
im still a loaded gun waiting to fire still though..
when cows moan and dogs with undies.

Love,Brotherly Love.Sisterly Love,Gay love,Animal love and all the other loves!

2008-07-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

1st things 1st i have no fucking clue why is there gay love and animal love in there but who cares.LOVE is all around man.AMON.(dunno wat i mean ask sap or solo)lazy to explain.

well lets see happenings eh..hmm got my ass invovled in some dance crap thing for national day man holyshit man DANCE!yeah man dance something my freaking stiff body has to do.well hope it turns out well,to sap and sol my bad on missing the 1st session man BOOBleh tea on me.

fucked up weather taking its toll on me man happy happy cough then happy happy cough cb think wat sia stupid weather make up ur mind man.

hot topic now eh, see-ing this particular person in the class,see-ing her(oops did i revealed it) struggle to get in and with no choice she(oops) goes to some pathetic mofo from the shit class that join us, i tink is X ah?well if i get it wrong my bad and if i am right put ur head back and laugh at those pathetic boot licking mofos.dun get the boot licking meaning?well it basically means teachers pet or angkat bola in other words.back to the topic erm i really cant stand ppl who actually do such a digusting thing and still be acting as though nothing happened,i know the feeling cos i got do before and i know its wrong : ) unlike her(J_c)<---- i didnt type that at least.hahaha actually got nothing much to blog ah kinda blur ah havent sleep for 2 days so bombarding bullshitos here and if u freaking dont have a clue of wat i m typing GO BACK to the START and READ AGAIN untill u get it. : )

on the brotherly love part well i actually feel the love man,bfore that got lah but pretty much cant be bothered man.to the amon bruddders and of cos the rest lah dun emo ok cos i nvr put ur names down to lazy u know who u are dun act dumb and blur yes U.CHEERS man we need to hit the beach one day throw ppl inside wedgie rasyid drop my fone inside the water play soccer see chicks give em rating and lots more man.wat say u guys?

ahh lastly dark knight is cool man fucking cathay got awesound sound system or watever tthe thing might be called lah solid sia.Next up wanna watch budak jahanam(hell boy) ah i tink the malay name cooler sia.

ok gay line time

purple line!!!!!

Men are like steel
if they lose their temper
they love their worth - Chuck Norris

solid line lah dunno i saw that crap line on the net thought can share.

dark knight. (:

2008-07-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

went to sch late in the morning. had mr aziz's lesson. heheh. wore the wrong shoe to school and ended up wif blister. =.=" lesson ended at 9:30am and have a coming lesson at 12:30pm. had 3 hours of long breakk.. mi, mas, aiba went to eat at the coffee shop near the west mall. mas got to rush back home to do some babysit. lol. somemore the 2 boys are like so cute eh(by looking at their photos), i bet she had lots of fun wif them. (: after dat qizhuang came and join mi and aiba. we head over to the RC corner and chill till 1pm before we leave for our next lesson. after lessons, i called sol and asked where they are. he told mi they all in the coffee shop buying food. and guess wat.. i got PUNK again for the second time of the day.. lol. and somemore, mr lee join in oso.. the things he said like very funny ar.. but i didnt realise the "clique" was hiding somewhere inside the room. den i paiseh to go inside the class to check oso. so i U-turn back, planning to find them in the coffee shop. but wasnt there. den i blur blur walk to the RC corner, but they wasnt there too.. somehow i got this surge of weird feelings which starts to take control of mi. called sol to ask where they are. and i started to break down.. i dunno y.. i suddenly felt so lost and empty when i tot my frens were there at one corner waiting for mi but i go there see, got no one, and i got scared. gotten the being "abandoned" kind of feeling. felt so lonely and lost. cant tolerate this feeling so i cried. hahaha. sorri guys, i wasnt reali wanna cry on purpose. i juz felt scared. and recently alot of things happen to mi and my family.. kept the feelings deep down in my heart, and the tears juz came out all of the sudden. lol. but im glad dat u guys came after mi when i went off crying. (: saw pk and sol running around looking for mi so anxiously. so kinda touch. (: and i felt stupid la.. crying over this silly stuffs. but at least it made mi realise that i am not alone anymore and u all were always there when a fren is in need. (: i hope i wun have this kind of feeling again.. (: thanks guys. hehehe. after the thing, caught Dark knight causeway. the show is super nice la.. batman is so cooolll.. heheh. and i finally ate my popcorns <3. k la.. had a bad cough now. and my 4 ulcers are torturing mi.. ): dats all folks. gtg now. gonna replenish my energy for the dance tml. (: ciao

life is short. we must learn to cherish everything before its too late. (:

the brother needs a hands..n legs..

2008-07-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

k mofos..AS WE ALL KNOW..sap needs help..im not gonna try to convince u mofos,bt rasyid n aiba are in,so im in..sap ask me 2 days ago..i did say i wanna help..bt not sure coz tot he joining the bboys..well,his not..n he is a fren n brother to us..SO MOFOS HELP HIM OUT..willingly..i cant dance,i dont think u will ever catch me..bt soo far life in ite wif u guys taught me one thing,CONFIDENCE BABE..if ur gonna get fuck,den u will get fuck..so in this case,ive got nothing to lose,so im in SAP!!..uh pk,brother rule,one brother in,muz go in too..so dei,help sap out aite..to the rest of the so called cool cliques..lets put it this way..im in,so y not u guys,mas u have dance before,n know it aint easy,so lets make it easier for sap,feeqa,yes uve got big boobs..bt seeing the u dance at clubs n in class wif those boobs,y not..boobs are not only for grinding babe,help him out,who knows u get to meet another omar,uh mich..ur the blur2 one,so juz join..yeah,jac is in sia..im willing to set aside that problem for the time being n juz help out sap,who's more impt,jac or sap,its sap right..kk since im still feeling guitly,i shall let out everything here
uh to HILMI..k u dont red this blog..bt sorry babe for not being able to help u out wif jc..i wanted too..bt time doesnt allow me too..n,yeah i do fear of saboing jc..me n jc,dont go that well together..i have seen n felt some of the experience wif him..we are a world apart..from wat jacintasaid..he doenst wanna be saboh..i hope it went well..lets see,wats more..k this gonna be a long post ahh..so bear wif me

kk wats more,oh bout the jac problem,ive been hearing alot ahh..n its like this,pk,sorry,bt u know that ur ego is huge..mine getting huge,dats y i aint talking to her..if i was who i am in the past,i would juz fuck it..coz lets put it this way..she gonna get fucked..not us..if we dont really bother bout her gonna get fuck,y would we bother to put all this little masquarade..k lets see,uh i juz feel like its mostly stupid at most of the times ahh..i guess,ego got the better of me man..sorry dei.. n to mich sap feeqa mas n rasyid,hey,u guys didnt fire her..so treat her like normal,no im not feeling guilty or remorse,or worse pity for her..i guess..i dont want u guys to get fuck up too incase shit happens,though i doubt thats ever gonna happen..bt,from the stuff that i see,sometimes.its best that u guy dont get involve,coz im the one that fire her..like 5% of my firing,not full even..k its up to u guys..a brother mother said this to him which he pass down to me,even my dad once say this to me"y stoop down to the level of that fucker,ur juz gonna be like him if u do back the same thing to him"

next,got the test result n all that shit..kk i was really suprised that i actually passed..i know i didnt study,i only flip a few pages..n no feeqa,didnt mean to so call paitau u..come on,i juz sai,tu lah,saper suroh kau pick up call..its not hinting that much man..lets see..

k this one is something i need to let out..its not pointing to anyone..something dat i notice happening around me..y do ppl judge others by the degree of smartness,by wats thier qualifications n test result and in other words..papers..kk wats more aeh...its like,they say dont judge a book by its cover..apparently..they judge by ur level of ''smartness''..i was trying my best not to say that i pass my test coz im smart..nah,i wouldnt say that..its really pure luck..bt,theres a certain limit to bragging,like for example,u got a test result which u didnt study for but got high marks,n start saying that u didnt study,n yet get high..that sort of thing..n if u continue telling n claiming ur smart one coz of wat u got on papers,den im sorry..ur not smart enough to shut ur trap..it gets to the point of pure irritation..walking claiming that ur intellectual,bt apparently,u arent intellectual enough to see other feelings..an average human uses less den 10 or 5 % person of their brain,so thats like,babe,we are born even..im a lazy ass..i wont study..thats for sure..soo far im surviving..i aint hard working enough..n please please..dont let me hear u brag bout intellectual one more time..its really getting on my nerve...

one for all,one for all
there are fuckers out there in this that sees u on the cover..but its who you are thats inside that matters..even if the world doesnt sees it..sometimes u juz need to stand up tall n fight back in thier way,prove em that they dont have the only greatest treasure in the world,a good brother once said this to me"doesnt mean i dont take out my machine gun,doesnt mean i dont have one"..

stand up tall for what you believe in
i dont bitch around,i juz say wats bad bout em..

Angels on fire..
brothers in line

=.="

2008-07-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

No school today. and i went to sleep at 9 in the morning and wake up to find my mum at tampines at 3. and was kinda pissed by her la... keep spaming my phone. Was totally irritated and pissed by her the whole afternoon lor. damn it. sccreamed at mi for no reason in the public across the street, and all the people were staring at mi. she has changed so much. beacuse of the remarks which i've made of him. because of a fucking 10years older white hair wrinkled guy she screamed at mi in the public?! was shock by her actions ar. find it ridiculous and i amost lost my control and scold her"CB" across the road. damn it. but i controlled it and because of the shock i received from her, i kept quiet. when we are in the cab, i took out my ear piece and listen to the music, ignoring her. and she was cursing and swearing in front of the taxi driver. gave her a fuck face until when we went for dinner in suntecc. after dat, things has gotten better. went to the swarvoski shop and find my fren's mum. saw joanne too. the mums were talking about their topic, while mi and joanne talk our own topic. went looking around the shop. the crystals and ornaments were ~~damn nice~~ ar.. but got no money to afford. lol. hmm. reached home around 9:10pm. quite tired after the long day and was still bloated wif the crystal jade noodles and the soup bun.. the bun is duper nice oki. missing it now already. ): hmm.. wanna bathe, but momma in the toilet washing fan. and my eyes are closing soon.. still have to wait till my hair to dry first before i sleep. grrr.. ohya, i've juz changed the blog song and posted the lyrics. k la. i guess dats all. eyes closing while typing. lol. i hope i will have a happening weekend! dun wanna waste my weekend this weekk.. wanna g0 club anyone? hahaha. ciaos~

Always be my baby

2008-07-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of meI
'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
always my baby ♥♫♫♫◄

now school is back,so are the little kids

2008-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

whoohot,the rain was freaking heavy today man,OF ALL DAYS,i had to walk like a freaking more den 400m to school in the pouring rain!!!n it was really like freaking heavy..dang,n sap couldnt save me wif umbrella coz he was shitting somewhere in the school..lets see,it was a lazy day in the beginning,everyone came late,mmmm somemore what aehh,oh rasyid came to school wif the evil woman seee,rasyid wif evil woman lehh..haha,kk den pretty much all came late,the trios of us,rasyid pk n me had the same meal kinda of meal again together..let see,den oh yah..got this bunch of sec kids in shorts came in during one of class,n poor rasyid was ask to demo the rigs n stuff,help him out the best i could,kinda fun..oh got this mamat like action like hell,attitude like fuck up,i tell u,he got future in ite sia..hahaha..kk dats mean,well who the fuck cares,kk den after dat wen home wif pk syafiqa mich,in the train,it was hilarious ahh..fun train trip back home..haha..couldnt stop laughing my ass off..kk dats all

Angels on fire
im digging everything thats happening,its a bliss
your one that i would ever want..

time to kick it old school

2008-07-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

WHOOOHOOOT,school is back open..was great to see the peeps once again,lets see,the day was fine,laughter as usual,though everyone is soo lemah today..kk more updates as the week goes by

Angels on fire..
lets kick it old school way

lyrics for square room. (:

2008-07-07T06:19:00.001+08:00

By: Corley Al

Thinking in square rooms, a human without illusions,
sad strains on a sad face, is that we've come to?

Is the world bold, this love old,
moving nowhere, and it's gonna cold,
the wind stops, the clouds go, we're all alone

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, I know, I can see those -
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, I know, I can see those -
I can feel those, I can see those -

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, square rooms,
oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, square rooms.
They don't listen, they don't care if a man is in despair.

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, square rooms...
Walks long and long clears the vision of one with one, and
you still move me, you undo me like you've always done.

But I realize now we've not made you out of words now,
Just you and me, just you and me until the end of time.

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, I know, I can see those...
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, sqare rooms... (repeated three times)

yay!

2008-07-07T05:40:00.000+08:00

mood: mixed feeling of happy and pissed.

lol. its michelle here again to blog. (: changed the blog song. Gotten it from zouk during mambo night. (: pk and sol, u both can change the song if u all are not comfortable wif it. (: omgoshh.. how i miss going clubb, every wednesday heading to dancefloor to dance wif my beloved gfsss. (: well well, today went to work at parkway parade wif y gf- HOSH. nobody much to gif out the flyers to. gave it to them but dun wan take. zzzz. saw alot of chikopek lor.. and one of them approach mi..

chikopek: u melayu?
me: huh? nope.
chikopek: u malay? (obviously asking the same qns)
me: im a chinese
chikopek: here to give out flyers ar? (wif a pervertic grin)
me: yayaya. (i ignored him and started to look elsewhere)
chikpoek: stand beside mi for 10sec and scan thru my whole body for 2 times before he walk away.

i was like wtf? damn u chikopek.
u made mi feel uncomfortable la. and one more on the bus oso. was sitting on the last row of the bus when one uncle came up and sit bside mi. (damn close) pretend to read the newspaper and open the legs BIG BIG keep touching my leg lor. wth.. and one more infront of mi stand on the bus so close to mi wif his "sexy butt" facing mi and like preparing to sit down on my lap lor.. wtfwtfff.. damn pissed la. 2 consectuive days met wif weirdo/pervertic chikopek. =.=" somemore today is worst den yesterday lor.yesterday saw 4 weird ppl, but not at worst as today's one. zzzzz. reached home around 2:30am. cabbed home after mahjong session wif frens. was fun lah.. but lose monneeyyy.. D: hahaha! lluckily tml got no sch.. if not, i will die of exhausation arr.. lol. was quite happy today thou. did some window shopping (like FINALLY) at Topshop. saw a dress. floral printed. It was a LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! and the price oso veryy nice lahh.. 112 bucks for it. =X a bit ex thou. but i wanted it very muchh.. somemore now is GSS! got discount! but no moneyy ): i swear once i get the oney i will buy it! <3>

Regret is not a nice feeling. Take life easy and lets head to the dance floor and get HIGH wif DANCING & MUSIC! <3

random updates

2008-07-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

wow.. its been some time since anyone blog. lol. nothing much happen during the holiday thou. this wed, there is some technical problem wif the fone line, thus cant use the internet. was rotting at home the whole 3 days man. been sleeping the whole day, wake up in the middle of the night, sleep again, wake up again. got real boreedd, so i read a storybook for 22 pages before i went back to sleep again. zzzzz. Got a flyer job for singtel. Started work yesterda. took the train from AMK station all the way to sommerset station without a proper bag to put our flyer. Carried the whole stack of flyer uing our bare hands. And one nice gentleman kindly gave up his seat for mi. hahaha. (: we distributed it at cineleisure. saw my cousins, my frens and my primary schoolmates. wahh.. all change alot sia.. and 3 of them couldnt recognise mi at all.. how sad la.. D: ended work at 9. my fren met up wif her bf. didnt wanna be extra, so i went off first. hehehe. reached home at ard 9 plus 10. and my arms and legs are crrackingg.. wake up in the morning and i've gotten muscle-ache everywhere.. grrr. im leaving for work soon. starting work at 1pm. today will be distributing at parkway parade. wat a place.. =.=" alright, gtg. having my lunch while blogging. hehehe! seeya readers! (:
lets count down to school reopen. 1 more day.

God is subtle, not malicious. (:

Under the same sun..

2008-06-30T22:35:00.001+08:00

okkk i finally figure out the way to put the song..sort of ahh..k this song is by scorpions,ahh i like the lyric mans..like very the deep deep meaning sort of thing ahh..bt if u dont like,den too bad..nt my fault..u heartless pigs..haha..kk mich n pk,if want change the songs,juz change it man..

Under the same sun-scorpions

I saw the morningIt was shattered by a gunHeard a scream, saw him fall, no one cried I saw a motherShe was praying for her sonBring him back, let him live, dont let him die

Do you ever ask yourselfIs there a heaven in the skyWhy cant we get it right

cause we all live under the same sunWe all walk under the same moon

Then why, why cant we live as oneI saw the evening

Fading shadows one by one

We watch the lamb, lay down to the sacrifice

I saw the children The children of the sun How they wept, how they bled, how they died

Do you ever ask yourselfIs there a heaven in the sky

Why cant we stop the fightcause we all live under the same sun We all walk under the same moon

Then why, why cant we live as one Sometimes I think Im going mad

Were loosing all we had and no one seems to care

But in my heart it doesnt change Weve got to rearrange and bring our world some love

And does it really matter

If theres a heaven up above We sure could use some love cause we all live under the same sun

We all walk under the same moon

Then why, why cant we live as one cause we all live under the same sky We all look up at the same stars

Then why, tell me why cant we live as one

Angels on fire
why cant we all live as one

Everyones Missing Everyone

2008-06-29T03:09:00.000+08:00

Awww posts are getting gayer and even more gayer!!!CHILL people we aint dead or like not see-ing each other for decades!simple solution to a complicated thing, meet up and go out lah dei!
ok so heres the thing i am anyhow picking a date next week!which so happens to be a 4th of July we go beach make sandcastle throw sand at people and into the water CAMWHORE and wedgie rasyid!so if everyone really missing everyone come down, ohya sentosa i tink call me,no no msg me phone spoilt i will reject u if u call,get it.hmm thats settle now to blog, ohya haha anyone got lobang for any job cos i need.

aiyah i blog this 1st got to go

purple line time!!!

Hmm errr hmmm errm AHHH!!ok!

wat girl's are thinking. (:

2008-06-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

listening to - every heart (Boa)

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ...she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

random

2008-06-28T05:16:00.001+08:00

hihi bloggie, its been weeks since i blog. (: went for midnight movies and mahjong session wif my gf-s. i just love mahjong tiles lahhh. hehehe. caught deception. not a very nice show thou. the story is complicated. couldnt catch any balls in the early part but finally able to when its ending. lols. but its not worth to see even thou its M18. =.=" guess wat, its 5:18am in the midnight now. lols. but the blog has been rotting... zzzz. and now my eyes are red, caz i didnt notice i was wearing an expired contact lens. alright gonna go sleep ler. sleep tight readers. (: ohya, i forgot the green line.

Things which are unexpecteed and beyond our control always happen. But sometimes, somehow we still have to face the fact and move on. by mich (:

2008-06-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

lalala..k im damn bored right now..theres nothing to blog bout..mmmm,my luck seems to be running good for the time being..time to cash in on that ahh..hhaaha..kk wats more aeh..kk im still bored..ohh my kinda hot,who looks like those clean innocent ex jc kid who look good in fbt shorts and when she goes jogging..heehee..cant blame me..raging hormones my teacher said..haha..kk im done..

Angels on fire
thatsmileofyourskeepmewantingformore..

Dropping by =)

2008-06-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

WAZZZZZUUUUPPPPP!!!

Dropped by to help inn change the Links so i guess its only right i type some shit out here right? Since it seems so dead (How in the world to catch up with my 216 blog posts people??) i thought i would just.. ermm, what was it i wanted to do again? Ok Nvm since i forgot..

But this i surely remember even if PK hits my head *think fast* hard enough to the extent of Amnesia, and thats coz I MISS ALL YOU PEOPLE ALOT!!

Holidays have really been a bitch! Looked through my Album and thot i'll share this cool pics with you:

Oh look, the "best of evil pals".. LOL, look at the evil in her face =)

ZOO should use this few as attractions in an enclosure when they camwhore.. haha

PK, ur hair was waaaaaayyyyyyy cool yo!! nyehehehe.. Once again, the evilness beside Sol.

AND AGAIN!! just look at that.. Thank God Aiba's there to help Sol balance out Good and Evil..

Surprise!! Mich can actually Jump apart from giving Buddha Palm, people.. =)

BOTTOMLINE: I MISS YOU GUYS!!

cant wait for school to start.. haha.. im hyper today.. so ok dats all folks!

When photos are just not enough, there's always the heart and brain to help remind you of all the good and bad times spent together.

RD89.

10 - 8 =

2008-06-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

nyeh..i think this video by my little cousin during holiday will cheer anyone up...haha

lets see..im nt sure bout wat gay red line to put

The life is beautiful around the world

Angels on fire...
idigthat

the king,has return..

2008-06-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAA MAAAAANN!!!!
guess who's back!!!!!!..hahaha..nyeh nyeh...haha*this the part where everyone goes,oh fuck!!"..haha,kkk back liao di,ahh,man,it was refreshing..fuhh,im like still wanna shit eventhough i just shit,coz i freaking eat alot,till cant shit no more,ahh...lets see,tmr need go out,n try to land myself a job..lets see,wat more can i do..oh i need to upload some of the pics...coz some are like damn nice ahh...lets see,wats more...ahh,catch up wif the rest,wats been happening...mmm,lets see,oh fuck,i didnt manage to get the pimping snow cap,coz nvr go back there..uh,lets see..i dont wanna rant bout my holiday,coz its gonna bore u guys,coz im loving it!!..haha...kk kkk,uh kkkk im back!!!!!

the red line

once a upon a time there was an arrogant lion,he thinks he is the king of the jungle,that the world revolve around him,always boasting he is the king,everyone feared him.he got overhelmed by greed and ego,no one dares to approach him,he was proud,full of ego and full of himself,then came a scorpion,with one single sting,he killed the once magestic lion..gone like the wind he was..
the end
great story telling,i know,so wat did u learn??theres a lesson to be learn

if u guys think theres a lesson behind that..THATS LIKE FUCKING BULLSHIT LAHH..haha

in every story theres a beginning,and an ending,u may nt see the end of ur story,bt atleast,u know hows its going on,u make ur life story,so why not make ur lifestory a great one,n why not add a few phunani's here and there,pk would agree...heehe..
not much of a red line,coz sometimes in life,u just live for tmr,every day is a new chapter..

Angels on fire
imdiggingeverydaythatendswithY

Make it last

2008-06-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

whooohoot..kk i finally got internet someway or somehow in kuatan right over here..lets see..yesterday was the most freaking awesome days...kkk soo been soo freaking cool lah..ahhhaha..kkk i think i freaking like fucking alot sia..cb...ofcourse ahh.the food here is sooo freaking like half the price of ur average mee goreng mamak!!!..haha..n thats a bad thing..COZ IM STILL FREAKING HUNGRY!!!..hahhahahahahahahaahahhaha..kk i shall ppost some of the pics here..nt today..wen i get back ahh..too many pics..right now like got 8gb of pics...isnt that alot or wat..hahah

kk red line

enjoy while it last..but why not make its last forever..coz everything in this world,is meant to last,even if its just memory..

Angels on fire
Iknothatstrue

dots

2008-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

well well, out wif my girlfriend to bugis. procrastinated until 5 den meet up. LOL. did some shopping until BROKE. not even having a single cent for dinner tonight. damn. until now still haven have my dinner yet. and the gastric is killing me. lols. =x darn. i have a very irritating brother who doesnt knock when he wants to enter my room. He knew i was using computer in my room and he used a key to open my room juz like dat. He siad, " let me use the com NOW and will let u have it back after 1 hour." I was like wth.. tthe past few days i wan to use com for 15mins juz to watch some anime while eating while u are using. and u screw it off! u siad u dun like to use com halfway one. u like to use until u ~~SIBEI SHIOK~~ den i can use. u still quarrel wif mi. den now u r commanding mi to let u use the com without even knocking the door and come into the room just like dat. Come on lah, im ur sister leh. Big sis somemore leh, cant u even give mi some privacy? god damn it! im pissed by ur action lah. owe u 10cent oso wan quarrel wif mi. wah lao eh, i got no change mah return u next time? and u like keep going after mi for 10cents every 5 mins lor. so irritating lor. cb. =X wat a fate to become ur sister man. =.="

Hmmm. You've talked some sense to me in the afternoon. I felt happy about wat u said to me. But somehow, i felt hurt after wat u said. I dunno y.. I tried to hide it, pretending it like nothing happened. But the feeling keep hitting on mi somehow. wat makes mi become like this. i reali dunno. i am afraid. i am confuse about myself. i dunno who i am anymore. I find myself scary.. i cant believe mi becoming like dat.. i am blinded/ confused/ scared and insecure. u didnt reply to my msg after reading.. I noe im the insecure gal here, being sensitive and all juz because a little thing. u said there is some "kids activity" organised by ur fren and the thing ended at 9:30pm. i was expecting for ur reply till dat time. i tot u would like msg mi and stuffs to ask mi wat im doing or checking out if i am safe. i am not angry because u nv reply my msg. But u knew i am outside wif my fren and have not even msg u till 12am.. dun u feel worried about mi? im scared. things have happened so much. haiz.. i feel like going out for a cycle now, wif all my frenz in the middle of the night.. lols.

here's the green line;
every relationships build up because we trust each other. It is not easy to trust someone. But everything could be broken up without ~~TRUST~~

another pictureless update enjoy

2008-06-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally i am doin what i do best rotting during my boring holidays away.so i decided to put up some crap here for ppl who like me are also rotting at home staring into their coms,hoping for a sibei hot chick to come out.Had to update man see-ing(is there such a word) sol go for his trip man no1 is blogging!this blog cant die at least not so fast haha

my sis came back yesterday told me lotsa crap for freaking 26 mins 43 secs.damn right i had on my stopwatch to see how long its gonna be.well forgot almost everything she said but somehow i only can remember this damn line,'pk its hightime u put some direction to ur life,study now and enjoy later,its only for ur own good'.man i hate this type of lines!why cant they say like pk go fucking study or not u will be fucking screwed!!!that goes in more!see the power of the word FUCK.use it more guys will always work : ).
Example
U: can u fucking give me the god damn motha fucking remote control.
small kid: yessss wif a lot shivering
SEE simple.

wait i actually thought of what my sis said to i put my good imagination to good use and outline the possible scenarios 10 years down the road.

Scenario 1

Do well in ITE get sibei good gpa enuff for enter poly
Go NS, do well there again.
Come out go poly study get freaking good shit scores somehow managed to go higher,uni(woah haha)
Go Uni get some shit cert and finally go work for a miserable pay.

percentage that this scenario will happen: 0.231235253%

Scenario 2

Complete ITE but sadly not enuff to go poly hahaha
Go NS, slack it off
Go work for even more miserable pay.

percentage that this scenario will happen: 54%

Scenario 3

Dropout of ITE
Go NS same shit die die also mus go
Marry a sugar mommy and enjoy life!just make sure every nite mus be able to do 'exercise'.
(Somehow i like this scenario!!)

percentage that this scenario will happen: 69%

Scenario 4

Dropout of ITE
Go NS nabei!!
Go party cos ORD liaos left with 5 dollars.
Buy Toto,win 1st prize!!!become millionaire and enjoy!!!

percentage that this scenario will happen: 89 %

Scenario 5
Dropout of ITE
Go NS yet again nabei!!!
Come out got IR liaos go gamble big money and lose em
end up kena chase by loansharks.
Go for show Are you smarter than a 5th grader, win come out millionaire.
ENJOY!

percentage that this scenario will happen: 37 %

now it only remains to see which one will happen.

Purple line time!!!

Life is like a train and you are sitting on its path.you have 2 choices
Run like a mofo untill life comes and hit u hard
OR
grab a beer,sit down and wait for it to come and hit u.

Road trip

2008-06-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Lets see,im not gonna be in sing for 4 days,till sat i think..uh thats all..life been fine so far since holiday started..lets see,no one gonna miss me,so i wont say much here..uh lets see,somemore what ahh..oh class outing next2 week,this is juz a proposal ah..coz i know someway or somehow,u guys gonna come out with shit excuses saying ur busy,working or no cash..i know im fierce,bt look at what happen to the last few outings that were plan man..only a handfull is semangat or can go sia..well,maybe a beach outing or something..i talk to you guys soon bout it man...hope it will happen this time around..
cant think of any gay red line,so this will do..

Time for ourself is what we need..walk down that stretch of beach alone,let your thoughts wonder,you dont always need people beside you all the time,its great to have the time for yourself..im nt good at giving advices..but i be good enough to be your fren..

Angels on fire..
this is the beginning of everything new
a whole new meaning to life..

sick

2008-06-14T05:55:00.000+08:00

alright, i noe this sounded crayz. but i am blogging at 5:55 Am. lols. wanna sleep, but the dry throat is making mi so uncomfortable which make mi dun feel like sleeping. haiz. tml is my first day at work man. i hope i will still be able to talk to the customers, dun wanna get sack on the first day man. lols. hmm. im scared. SC has been trying to talk to me. when im online, the first thing he said to mi is " are u there? are u avoiding mi? are u ignoring mi?" i felt sooo.. insecure, so not having my personal space. he is still trying to control mi still? even though we are no longer tgth. i juz wanna some freedom, will u please gif mi dat? im tired of everything. 24/7 sticking onto mi and not allowing mi to even talk to my frens. u're scared to be alone. i know. y cant u go and make ur own friends too? y does everything has to be me? can u at least respect mi? let mi have my own privacy for once since we are no longer together? i reali dun understand u. u are so selfish. )': can u spare some thoughts for mi? i can't breathe while u keep strangling onto mi ):

Life's short, you can't spend all ur life time waiting..

when it matters the most..

2008-06-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

wen it matters the most,well..sometimes the ugly side of life takes control now and then,but it can nvr replace the good things that always happen,let me see,this gonna a very gay post till even pk would slap my head,plus many others..
things been going on alot in sch,and mostly it concern the frens that i have there..first of all,i would thank this great bunch of ppl,the W class babe,especially* in no order* pk,feeqa,mich,mas,sap,rasyid,aiba,hilmi..the soo call cool clique of ppldat i have always behind my back..with every moment with them is juz pure joy,the reason y i dont skip class,well kinda lah,haha,they are special in every single way..man,this sud all be in the gay red line..lets see,today we climb up to the rooftop man..n its like a perfect way to end before we all end this term..man,i miss the semangatly jiwa W class..though im lucky to have more den half of the cool clique wif me,bt wif ppl like mas,mich n aiba kinda missing sometimes,its really like felt..coz having em full strength together keeps everything juz perfect..
gaaaaahhh...we took awhole lot of pics man..im nt sure how to upload everyone of em right now..haha,kk lets see lets hope this gonna work,

k i think i manage to put everything in video..later if u guys want indivudual,juz nudge me aite

k i think thats pretty much everything,time for the red line man

here i am standing as who i am,with you guys in every step of my life,i nvr tot ite life would turn out this,i wouldnt trade it in anyway thats possible,coz maybe in a sense i was fated to be in this course,maybe everything that happen has a reason,n i guess,the reason was u guys..thanks for everything..u guys know who u r..youve been there for me,and i did my best,the memories shall be kept,im talking like we are gonna graduate or something,bt after reading sap's blog,the encounter one,you would understand y..the laughter that we share,the problem that we had together,

still remember the first time i step in the sch,expecting some mats to find troouble or wat..skali turn out my class is the most cooleest one ever..or is it i was in it..k red line,haha,memories are meant to be made n kept,i can imagine us now sitting down somewhere cool,n juz relaxing n juz talking bout wat had happen in the past of our 1year n half of sch..damn,left wif half a year more to go,its seems to be moving too fast,ive nvr expected myself to be close to them this much,they left a mark in me..i hope i did manage to do same,wen i look at the pics that we took* THATS LIKE FREAKING THOUSANDS*,makes things more harder to think that we are gonna be separated soon..6month aint long,n it aint enough for great frens like u guys..we have really bonded,we stood together on the ground,we were always there for each other man.good things comes to an end as they say,but lets make it last forever instead..

gah,to emo post for me..holidays coming up..lets catch up wif each other regularly please..coz time wont wait for us..thanks for the memories guys..if i were to write here every single best damn thing that ever happen,i would have to tell u guys every single day that has been happening,the moment at the rooftop was the best ever..somehow it really represent of wat we are..daring to take a step into the unknown,breaking the occasionally rule,sticking together as one,being there and waiting for each other..n most of all,we know how to have fun like no one can..a thousand words cant explain how much every each of those i mention are special to me,bt a single smile from u guys paints a thousand whole meaning to my life,thank you once again

angels on fire
its time to concentrate on wats best in life,not the worst of it..

Blank

2008-06-12T03:29:00.000+08:00

ok theres nothing to blog about.sol did it already about the hot topic of the day.man u gotta read his post is so gay haha heaven shall burn and hell will freeze DEI heaven got fireman lah hell cant be bothered at all haha.

the asshole is taking to much shit from the incident man,chill its not u thats gonna get fucked big time, no use wasting time since we tried 915426374w853890058 times to warn and tell her and still we dont see it helping anyhow so chill.

this is the part we sit back grab some popcorn and watch show.true to singaporean style.

EMO TIME

my babe died for good man.Rest in peace darling. she was hammered by an EVIL person teruk teruk sia her back already broken still can kena throwed around.sad sia my morning and nite can no longer be accompanied by her.she shall PAY.my babe will come back and HAUNT u HAHAHAHA.ohya for those of you who have no fucking clue wat i m refering to, its just my mp3 : )

hmm skool's getting pretty serious eh talking about IA, resumes, companies WOAH relax u mofos!got nothing to blog sia..

yay time for the purple line!!!

SWEET!its Purple!!!!

Save WATER.Drink BEER.

is that counted?

or is it supposed to be emo?

case of the slut..

2008-06-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

lets see,pretty much a happening week,n too think its still only half of the week only gone,n plus to think that next week is totally a holiday!!..finally,damn resume needed to be made man..n more damn...im nt sure how to do it..lets see..yesterday was a fine day,except for the bottle incident which was the beginning of the end for her..stupid right..i know,den lepak wif pk rasyid n mich
its always nice to wif them,the ''cool clique'' is awesome..haha,maybe we sud have a tribal council n kick one member out..she aint cool at all..lets see,mood for today = feeling fucked up and abit happy..OH YA JUZ NOW RASYID DID JUMPSTYLE SIA N MAS IS GOOD AT DANCING INDIAN DANCE!!NO WONDER THE BANGLAS LIKE HER SOO MUCH..haha..oh n pk is loving a she-him,lets name him/her maya..haaha,k im gonna sum up wat i feel for a particular someone in the gay red line..

heaven and hell shall be burning tonight,trust everyone but ur enemy,love everyone but ur enemy,keeps ur frens close,but ur enemy closer..hahaa,k this is bullshit only,tot it was cool..bt this one gonna be gay,sorry aite
u nvr know whom to trust in life,some may backstab u in the back,n some will be there for u till the end,n i would like to say thanks to these ppl,my family n frens,no matter who u r..everyone is different in their own special ways,n some in a sense,u would like to call the bitches of life..no matter where u r,n how u lead ur life,these kinda of ppl are there..n unlucky ive got one too..i thought u were a fren,i thought u were worth to be there for till the end,i thought you would the the same for any of frens,i value dearly my family,n my frens,but knowing how u turn out to be,makes me revalued those values,i treasure everyone of my frens,n especially family,but u make me look at you in disgust like no one has ever make me look at before,this aint juz a war between u n me,heaven shall burn,n hell shall freeze once im started wif you,u got no where to go,no where to run,no one to be with..i try my best to be a true friend to everyone..sorry if i ever said or done anything to u,my friends,but to you,ur sorry aint worth a shit,coz a life of lies n deception is a life dat you live,im juz waiting for u to get fuck,n get fucked up good,coz u nvr seem to learn..n im done with you..i aint a saint,im more of the devil,life can get fuck,but somethings,the stuff that u do makes it fucked up..

Angels on fire..
heaven and hell shall burning
covered in ashes,we will rise again..

love or lust

2008-06-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

what is love?.. to others, it may be a companion..for life, or for a short period of time?.. who knows if you're lucky..you're gonna marry that person after a long relationship..but even after knowing that person so long.. there is still a few details that you might have miss out?.. can you make it last forever?.. or love is just to fill in your desire for lust?..it won't go far naturally.. just because she might have the biggest and sexiest boobs in the world or the guy have a hot body..but you barely even know the person..hmm.. sometimes you might find love the sweetest thing..but it may also be the most bitter experience ever!.. knowing that person kept on asking alot more from you when you your ownself can't give in anymore..what do you do?..fuck..

this is an officially my first time blogging here haha..sorry for emo intro..haha.. i don't feel right at the moment..haish..i have a feeling...this fridae the 13th..is gonna be bad dae for me.. i have a hunch.. i dunno..haha..nitez..

2008-06-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

something amazing..if u can read this,den ur freaking cool like me

Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY RSEPOT IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE IN THE WORLD CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" Go up a nmuber if you can raed it...lte's see how hgih we can get...

so im not sure how many can read.dont need to repost this man..ahaha..aint that pimping,lets say,i need a job..hahaha

kk let me see,everyone seems to have their own gay line right now...aint it cool or wat..
this one is kinda for rasyid,for his belated bday..as u can see...i wanted to say this to him,bt forgot to write it somewhere for him so here goes

it doesnt matter who your with,who you hang out with..all that matters is that you have been there for us when we needed you,but most of all,we are all just frens,nt separate by the cool cliques or the sc cliques,coz we're here for you,as one,as friends,so dont worry bout anything,coz like pk would say,"ur thinking to much lah fuck" so dont worry,no matter what,whenever you need us,we be right here,for you coz in the end,we are all humans,and thats what almost make us the same " I SAID ALMOST,COZ SOME APPARENTLY ARE BARBARIC,N BIMBOS,N JUZ PLAIN DUMB"...so dont think too much,n dont get all stress up coz of this,coz the so called cool cliques,we are always there,n will always be..if there is such a thing call the cool clique,WELCOME TO THE CLUB..haha

Angels on fire...heaven and hell shall be burning tonight..

random

2008-06-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

got nth to do, so im here to blog. hehehe.. im so lovin this song can! but i dunno y. lol. hmmm. went back to school to practise the dcs phase test tml. supposingly to start the thing at 1pm- 3pm, but hang around wif the "gang" till 2:15 den went off. LOL. ended up left mi and qizhuang at the lab. finish everything till 4 plus den went off. was thinking alot of things on bus.. and my fone's camera spolied after dropping it on the floor while im getting ready to meet my fren. sobsss. ): lots of things happened.. yesterday when the both of us chat in msn, he told mi he cant let go. told mi alot of emo stuffs which reali made mi confused.. teared alittle before i went to sleep. had diarrhoea and headache in the middle of the night too. which was pretty bad. but its oki. caz diarrhoea can loose weight? hahaha. juz jk. im juz bored... zzzz well well, guess i gtg. going to take an afternoon nap. (: ohya, im here to upload some pictures too.

In love wif the middle one! black and goldiee.. classic (:

md noh holding the innocent boiii.. cuteee.. XD

here's a green line from mi.

I'm going back to the start (:

empty streets

2008-06-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

Late Night Alumni - Empty Streets

the city feels clean this time of night
just empty streets
and me walking home to clear my head
i know it came as no surprise
i'm affected more than i had guessed on what was said
if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see it's broken
if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see how it's broken
it's the quiet time before the dawn and i'm half past
making sense of it, was i wrong?
should i claim to give it all
in a world where not much ever seems
to last long
if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see it's broken
if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see
how it's broken how it's broken (3x)
(repeats) if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see it's broken
if the smile's not meant to be, if the heart's not ready to open
if we make it i won't see how it's broken
how it's broken (repeats)

Rasyid's B'dae Sabo!!

2008-06-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU!!

Im here to update something in this pimping hot blog for like the first time ever.. haha..

well, will keep it short ar.. Today i officially turned 19 so this bloody lovely people (Sol, Pk and Jacinta) planned a mini Birthday Party for me with SC Pau tEr and the rest..

So i just wanted to say THANK YOU and that im deeply touched.. You guys are the best ar.. Always there to cheer me up without fail.. despite me being MIA from you guys so many times, you all still treat me like one of you.. thats just awesome ar.. I'll try to spend more time with you guys pretty soon aite..

And of course the SABO.. Damn was it cool or what!! But poor Aunty had to clean up for us and i still feel guilty bout that arh.. but heck, its not always that we mess up the school compound ryte.. haha.. enjoy the pics:

My own BLUE Line

When its gone, its gone. But when its kept in your heart forever, it will always stay.

Rasyiddo

W's ROCK MY SOCKS!!

long time no see eh Lets HUNT BIGFOOT

2008-06-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

aite lets see.i shld also blog since the both of them always blog.poor people.

first of all bear with the sibei old god damn fucking irritating rockstar song.will get em to change the damned song.man hear the thing untill can die sia.i myself pause the damn song am i think i am pretty sure u all too.

watelse watelse..

ah u guys got see mats and minahs doing some project where they go on a ez link tapping spree??well if you havent you havent lor.haha.apparently what these assholes do is they keep on tapping in and out like with 5 ez link cards and they freaking tap on each and every motha fucking busstop sia. Imagine 30 mins ride become 50 mins ride thanks to those idiots.and pity the bus driver sia wanna chabut some bus stops also cannot sia.and lastly if getting people to do the damn thing at least get hot chicks lah got eye candy at least.

watelse watelse...

ah got a first warning letter for not attending lessons, me?? i so good boy sia always come on time to school and after that always go back straight home do homework kena accused of such thing.wats the world coming too.aiyah what to do shit happens

wonder if its long enuff?

last thing ah heard some stupid dumbass company is willing to pay 1 freaking Million dollars to whoever who can bring concrete proof of big foot or loch ness monster.so guys go get snapping man its a freaking million dollars. screw ite cert, attachments, part time jobs, go HUNT think big 1 million.hahaha
ohya that news was on yahoo somewhere go find if u wan lols

also on yahoo eh i saw some thing abt some top secret vault of would u believe it SEEDS!!yeah this vault is like supposed to tahan for 10000 years, 700 miles off artic somewhere in norway. and its like buried like deep FUCKING deep and in ice so that mofo thieves cant it.its called the Svalbard Global Seed Vault interested?go wikipedia type that crap down and read!

and juust realised if they gonna put it so motha fucking deep so that noone gets it how they themselves are supposed to get it.Dumb Rich people to much money to burn.

last last who got balls to go botak for cancer victims in front of may be some crowd to raise funds for em.got balls let me know.

end bah so freaking long.

monday blues gone right

2008-06-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

k lets start with the day..came kinda late for class,by abit nia..mmm sat down,n brought the wrong book,den only notice that only half of the clique came,then first lesson was a bore..as usual,coz somehow,even the dead can be more fun in that class,lucky got alfin,the old guy in our class,woah wif all his lame jokes,n plus mani lame one's,kinda make the day a good start,imagine a 30 year old guy say wat if there is a monster in the vessel,like random sia,his age...haha

kk den when to break,wif pk wanting sooo much to shit his pants out..tummy ache thingy..den as usual we late for class coz he go for break,the we as in rasyid sap pk n me..was mani still there...mmmm,cnt remember..kk we were late ah..got test somemore,bt lucky us,being late means,the others would be completing,so copying would be more easier..haha,it took dem 20mins to do,it took us a hard earn efffort of 2mins to copy everything..haha N BOY EVEN RASYID COPY..every sud go WOAHHH

den sch ended,we head to iconnect after a whole lot of brainstorming of place to go,so thanks rasyid for the cool room that always witout fail something gonna happen,uh first was the game 52 for rasyid,which he had the balls to play..seeing his reaction was awesome man...the dont know number wat victim..theres always gonna be next..haha,k den after we had few encounter,even pk got it..mmmm,pretty much dat..we laugh our ass off,and all that..hang out n all that..kk den after dat wat we did ah..mmmm ohh today is like so coincidence wif sap psp man,his song juz turn on the right song at the right moment for everyhting,the most power power one was wen we weere watching this possess video on youtube,den the person say some verse,we heard screaming,n tot that something was in pain,skali spoiler,its sap psp,jonas brother song i think..like WTF,we rush out the room coz it sounded damn real..haha,k den after aiba came in,had fun wif us and all that...kk lets see,k dats bout all,oh singapore lost 7-3..like WTF..kk i think thats all..

oh pk said his own very red line,so i type it out for him,since the red line is my trademark,ceh haha, i give him the purple line
when life fucks, it does fuck man
nvr fail wif the fuck word..haha

there are certain things in life thats worth living for,n those that are worth every single of my living breath are u guys,my family,frens and especially those who are always there for me..
ever a time wen anyone ask u why the fuck u did that,juz say,im here to fuck things up good,coz in life,either u fuck,or u get fucked..
one life,one chance,live it..
angels on fire..

gang fight.

2008-06-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday in the middle of the night, theres gang fight occurred near my place. more than 8 ppl crowded around a malay guy and he got attacked quite badly. didnt witness the whole incident thou. heard someone screamin and my brother and mi went out of the house to see. stand outside my neighbour's door. the mum looking out of the door wif a husky standing rite beside her.. the husky so cuteee cann.. feel like making friends wif the new neighbour so dat i can play wif the husky everyday.. but too bad.. his son got gf ler.. no chance liao.. hahaha.. alright let mi continue. my brother is a busybody. and guess wat. he stood outside the house for 2 hrs plus juz to watch free show.. zzz.. the ambulance came. after 20mins den the police car came. i purposely stand near my neighbour's door juz to see the husky.. hehehe.. so nice can. and its so rare to see husky in singapore due to the hot and humid weather. and when it stand up. its taller den mmi. zzz .. =.=" slept at 2 plus yesterday. got nth to do.. and today woke up at 2 plus.. rot the whole day oso.. things have been different since...... alright i shall not elaborate further. take care readers! peaceout~ mich.

radom..

2008-05-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

All right. some random update.. went to school today juz to have the YEP meeting for the trip to china. hang around the school till 3 plus. jac and mi met up wif pk to have lunch at subway at toa payoh central.. It was nice eh.. ordered the terriaki chicken wif honey mustard sauce.. *yummy* hehehe.. after dat jac went off to work and pk went to his cousin's house to celebrate his sister's birthday.. and i went off after dat. fall asleep and woke up at 10... hahaha.. k la..i guess i gtg liao.. take care peeps.. peace out, mich.

we camwhore today

2008-05-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

lets see..the day was pretty mundane for the awhile,till its ppr where everyone just let loose man,it was cool in sch,den came back for soccer..den den pk n mich over my place man..n boy did we camwhore..hahaha,uploaded some for u viewers to join n see..n some suprises??..hehe

pinkypower aka pk misscreamberries aka michelle angels on fire aka sollihin

dont know wat the doing scream it out!! buddha palm queen

we rock ur socks out my place,their place

n sexy butt..have to post this man..

well thats pretty much alot of pics for the moment....pplease copy n paste the pics wif permission pretty please,we value privacy bt aint censorship..haha

gay red line next

when the fish swims,it swims..haha,kk a deep one

like a bottle of wine,its get sweeter times and more precious as times goes by,so does you guys to me..thanks..

angels on fire..

blah here and there

2008-05-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

man,i feel like going for cycling..any kind soul out there that wanna accopany me,i provide the bike..maybe i should do it in the morning,where its cool, and all nice..first thing,i have to wake up early in the morning first..something not easy to do lehh..yeahhh,oh ya bout today,came school eventhough got no class,see the dancers at work,kinda cool the whole thing,but i can never find myself dancing man,especially performing infront of audience,i wonder how sap does that man...he is totally really cool n relax,n seeing him doing all those dance step like steady baby only is like woaaaaaaahhh,i can never do dat..unless u count soccer as dancing,den i probably be as good as that...haha

ohh ya mas dance too today siotx!!!!...should post some of the pics here later on..uh first muz upload..bt im a lazy ass,so i upload later from the cam...hehehehehehee....kkk thats all for today..i cant think of any gay red line to type down here right now..dont knnow waat cool stuff to say..wait wait before dat,got this guy eyeing mich,his name is timonthy man..bt he damn irratating bugger,couldnt really scare him off just now wen he disturb mich..too bad..hahaha..kkk now then i end the post

the world doesnt need hero's,they just need people that care for others in need

k got gay red line..haha
angels on fire...

our 20th anniversay post..

2008-05-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

hahahaahahaa..kk that post was empty so i can make a 20th post man!!...haha,i know,lame shit,more lame that we are blogging in sch..as in pk n me,pk idea,nt mine..im way too cool for that...kkk mich juz gave a sad sad sad emo shit post below..so i put something happy..

uuhh do u know that if u fart for 6 years and 9 months you can actually create enough energy to power an atomic bomb..so imagine how many bombs i created man...pimping to have a bomb in ur ass man..i think..

MY TURN
now its me man assholes.lets see it was the gay guys idea to blog i dont blog.for real.broke rite now KNN gst tax erp cb government taxi also need pay erp wat!

kkk enough of pk..now me,lets say some happy gay stuff line thingy for mich over here
wait before we get to the usual red gay line my turn 1st
chill woman SHIT happens

k now the gay red line

everyone deserve a little something in their life,n you deserve all of us,coz we are gonna be right here for you!!!..so okk mich2..hahaha
dont waste ur tears on someone who dont appreciate it,smile instead, and say DIE MOTHER FUCKER!!!... hahaha,k dont say dat..

YA MAN!!!

2008-05-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

kkk empty post only...haha,in sch man!!!to mich..pk say knn cb

mood: confusion

2008-05-26T02:43:00.001+08:00

I feel like blogging now. But wat can i blog about eh? hmm.. chatted wif my galfrens on fone juz now.. they gave mi advice and stuffs. felt a lot better after chatting wif them. they are my BGF!! hehehe.. okay la.. feeling alot happier now after the weights which he gave mi.. robbing mi of my freedoms wif my friends.. now i can do watever i like wif my friends. (: he sms mi to asked if we can talk. but i feel dat we should both calm down first before we chat on fone. caz i noe if i hear him on fone i will be softhearted too and ended up crying.. but i promised dat "someone" i wun cry. and will not cry alone. and i did not break my promise. (: hmmm.. luckily tml got no school for mi. if not i will be late again.. LOl. hmmm.. currently listening to "everyheart" by BoA. its a nice song even though it's like the song is like from very long time ago. LOL. alright. i guess i gtg le. seeya guys.. peace out~

confused..

2008-05-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

I'm 51% single for now.

Touchdown!

2008-05-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

yeah nice one asshole!(to sol)

well lets see got fucked by choo for wearing jeans!haha like tat also can kena fuck.useless mofos cant do their jobs and go pick on people wearing jeans haha.

apart from that CONTACT was made!!woohoo.

ohya and michelle's hair is awesome!

NewsFlash 6: Lisan in a jumsuit cum ninja gal stick around for 2moros post haha.

the round thing

2008-05-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

NEWS FLASH NUMBER 1,mich cut her hair!!!,and boy was it like damn nice,news flash 2,pharma kids are ninja in training,kinda awessome in their suit thiny,flash news num 3,uhh i miss bowling with my family man..haaha..kk and and and news flash 4,kids who are like primary 3-4 are really smoking man..i mean like puff smoke2 thingy2 man,they were like steady baby smoking in their sch uniform,i was like woah..
When i was their age,i would still be sucking chupa chups man,wait i still do..hahahaahah,mmmm,well i dont smoke,so i wont say that its bad or anyting bt kids at their age...whoooo..fierce man

lets see news flash 5,oh yah came out wif a new gay praise,sentence thingy man..heree it goes
when the world goes around....its goes around
aint that pimping or wat man..haha,today was juz kinda awesome in sch..i think..of we saw pk's audrey,den den den ahh..man it was like woahh..haha,coz he went day dreaming bout her for abit lah..haha..

kk i think im done wif this post,oh did i saw mich had the nicest haircut in the world..well,im still nt lying bout it..if u know wat i mean..im nt an evil kinda person to begin with..i would never harm a fly,let alone someone as mich..hehehehehee...

angels on fire
when the world goes around,your at the core moving it..
(not reffering to anyone)haha

class has ended...

2008-05-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

yeahhh baabe!!,the emo period is over!!..haha,so there,i can be emo when i want too,if bullshit happens,it happens,today was awesome,well nt really,i missed out the SC eating out session,i woke up lah basically,shit happen man,n had to run some errand for daddy..well pretty ok there,den came the awesome period man!!!soccer is the cure for all things,the best addiction,the nicest feelings when u put tru the ball tru darshan legs,or watching the moment wen the ball keep on him!!pk just gave a simple backheel,n kedong!!,it hit mdnoh,at the head...hahaha,bt sex is still the better addiciton..haha..pk would agree...
kkk,lets hope there be more awesome post,my day is fulfill...hahaa

angels on fire..
the grass is cleaner on the other side,life is beautiful all around this world,
always on the bright side of life,you nvr know wen ur time is up,one life,one chance,live it!!

im fucked up

2008-05-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

FUCK!!!im like 18 well,turning 19 infact,but here i am stuck at home,not being able to go out on a simple outing of bowling,great that the reason why i caant go coz i went home at 11,which i was just under my block only,and whats worse is that ive never done anything wrong other den that..only one reason,wen ive done my job,thats not getting scolding,like im always home by 7,coz my sch ends at 6,wtf,and beside that,what more have i done wrong??spent time with my sis,my siblings??didnt i did that for the last 18 years of my life,stupid little things like this,makes me drift away from my family,and whats with my dad,why is he soo short tempered,all i did was as him nicely whether i can go out or not,for bowling,does he need to yell??do he neeed to just blow his top off over such a little things..and seriously,he really do need anger management..i respect him as my dad,but why must he blow his top ever so often,he just came back bout last week,and the first week,he already blow his top again,juz coz i went down like wat,a min late,wen they told me to come down in 10mins,so i waited,which by the way was like a mere 4 mins..
i just dont get it..whats with this family,y isnt it like last time anymore,ive not lie to them the last huge argument during the march,wen i was at my worse,but y they let me out wen i lie,n not let me out wen im not lying..so its better to lie or the truth...haix..sorry dudes,i broke my promise that i be there,coz i was so confident that i will be out,be able to be there for the bowling session..im so sorry man..im not sure how long is this gonna last..they have their own limit,why not me??haven they wonder what is their action doing to me??dont they know..they always say they doing this so that i wont be wat,rebelious teens like all those so called bad image mat reps,well,im turning into more worse,looks like they rather have a son thats keeping all his anger in,not knowing when he will just explode,holding everything back in,wen all his frens got his freedom at the age of 18,haix..im pathetic,have they really given me the support since im in ite,i dont feel so..all they do are juz the same to me as what my uncles and all those mofos out there,just look down ppl of ite,kids from ite,the name ite..they have nvr been in one,all they know ite = rowdy kids..
yeah my sec frens are fun,but ite frens,they are really behind ur back no matter how deep is the shit,i could have been a really fucked up dude if i want to,a total mat rep,but dont they get it,but im just respecting them n not being one..haix..this is really fucked up..KNN CB..im gonna do something tonight,n i just know it...trust me..im gonna get more worse..coz all the anger is coming out right now..gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone pleaase help me..

angels on fire
what is a perfect family,what expectation in one family have,why are they so different,n how im born in dis,y is that theres not even a single moment in my life that i can share something,a secret wif my family..haix

baby love child.

2008-05-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

If you’re an only child:
You’re a rock-solid citizen—and sweetie. “Only children are super-reliable,” Dr. Leman says. “They’re like oldest children to the extreme.” Growing up with only adults made you into a little grown-up early on—serious and dependable. You’re the rare person who will stay up half the night helping a friend or partner prep for a licensing exam or a big work presentation. You’re the type to move your partner’s car so he or she doesn’t get a ticket. Punctual and true to your word, onlies like you never leave a loved one waiting for a call or email. And you’re articulate, too, so your date can expect great conversations that really make a person think.Your love challenge: Admit it: You’re a bit of a perfectionist. Maybe you send back steaks that aren’t cooked just so or point out a teeny-tiny stain on your date’s sweater. Also, you’re so cautious and pragmatic, you can be very slow to act (read: Someone else has to make the first move).Best match: Youngest kid, because you balance each other out. The baby of the family adds the spontaneity and romance, while you make sure you two aren’t dining by candlelight because the electric bill never got paid!

If you’re an oldest child:
It’s no coincidence that most U.S. Presidents were first-borns: This is the sign of natural leaders. You’re a take-charge person, so not the type to drive friends and romantic partners crazy asking questions like, “I dunno where we should eat—where do you want to go?” Instead, you’ll make sure you have reservations—and land a prime table, too. And anyone lucky enough to pair up with you won’t spend weeknights wondering whether he or she has Saturday night plans, because “oldest kids are planners,” says Dr. Leman. You’re also old-fashioned—in a good way. You always come through on anniversaries and Valentine’s Day.Your love challenge: Being more spontaneous. First-borns aren’t the seize-the-day sort (you’re not one to text your sweetie to suggest meeting at this fun café you just walked past). Likewise, “you hate surprises,” Dr. Leman warns. Pity the fool who springs meeting the parents on you or when you thought it was just the two of you are going out!Best match: Youngest child. “It’s a case of opposites attracting,” says Dr. Leman. “You help the last-born be more organized, and the last-born helps you lighten up.”

If you’re a middle child:
Contrary to their rep as insecure messes (think: Jan Brady), middle kids actually make stable and loyal partners. “One thing you’re not is spoiled,” Dr. Leman says. You probably grew up feeling you got less attention than your sibs, and that drives you to work for every perk—including a happy relationship. Also in the plus category: You’re “a compromiser and negotiator,” Dr. Leman notes, so you’ll give your partner plenty of say in everything from how quickly your relationship progresses to where you go on vacation together. And your romance should be free of daily petty squabbles (middles hate conflict); instead, you try to put others at ease.Your love challenge: Opening up. Have you ever been told you’re hard to read? “Middle children can be very secretive,” says Dr. Leman. “They got hammered by the first-born and swindled by the baby, so they keep their cards close to their chest.” You’re also not the best communicator when you’re upset. But if you learn to speak up instead of holding your anger in, you’ll have a more harmonious relationship.Best match: Youngest child. “Middles aren’t as threatened by last-borns as they are by exacting first-borns,” so the odds are good for open communication, says Dr. Leman.

If you’re a youngest child:
You’re all about fun. The most outgoing kids in the birth order, youngest children live to have a good time (it may be because your parents were more laid-back by the time you came along). On a typical first date you’ll have your date laughing so hard beer shoots out his or her nose. In fact, “most famous comedians are youngest children,” says Dr. Leman. A partial list: Jon Stewart, Jim Carrey, Ellen DeGeneres, Steve Martin, Eddie Murphy. And forget ho-hum plans, like dinner and a movie: You love to do the unexpected, often on the spur of the moment. You’re the type to take someone to a party, only to whisper two minutes later, “Let’s get out of here,” and then convince your date to take a road-trip to Atlantic City or Vegas for the weekend.Your love challenge: “Babies are the least financially dependable,” warns Dr. Leman (it comes from being, well, babied). So your date may be stuck picking up the tab when your credit card is maxed out. Also, some youngest children — not you, of course! — use that last-born charm and charisma to be a bit, ahem, manipulative, says Dr. Leman. That breed of baby will leave sneak off to hit golf balls with pals, leaving his or her date to fill in at a volunteer gig.Best match: Oldest child (they serve as a good counterbalance in a parent-child sort of way) or middle child (they value friendships, so they totally understand why you love being the life of the party).

im bored

2008-05-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

Im bored here.. so im gonna blog. hehehe. I guess im gonna rot the whole day~~ hmmm.. since no one update about the sembawang park, i guess i will. (: supposingly to meet at 10:30am at sembawang. But pk and I were both late. We reached sembwang around 12 plus and the rain was damn ~~BIG~~. Alighted from the bus and there's no shelter to the park so we ran all the way from the bus stop to the nearby shelter. Had inspire club event and we were all stationed at the area where we were being assigned to. walked around in the park wearing yellow poncho, but it was fun! (: saw a lot of squirrels on the trees! some were holding nuts on their cute tiny hand eh. but wasted eh, got no chance to took photos of themm. ): after everything, we had a sumptous buffet. lempak awhile before we left to take train home. well, before i go, here's some photos we would like to share.

taken wif my Best Bud! (:

Dats all folks! (:

wierd things

2008-05-16T03:45:00.000+08:00

hmm have nothing particular in my mind which i need to get off my chest.but today was one of the few times i woke crying.serious.those of u laughing better shut up.the dreams are pretty much the same, me goin after a chick which i lose and the fucking irritating part is i keep on forget the details of the shitty dream even the face also cant fucking remember cb.

went the whole day out shopping well only she did, i jus kena carry.fucking vivo city cb let me enlighten some guys who have yet to bring a girl shopping.NEVER ever ever ever bring a girl out to shop at VIVO city.
ok i dont know why there is such a big fat motha fucking space for stupid colour thingy shld have just stick to the normal shit.ok back to the vivo part, so guys if u hear VIVO go anywhere but there go kallang mall toa poyah mall watever shit mall great world city small worl city any city and any plaza BUT vivo.for girls who wanna torture their boyfriends a bit bring em to doom at vivo.
my darling mp3 is in pain, deep pain her backbone kena bend bad.if can take photo i show u fucking useless owner.kena scolded by her cos of that.can somehow even relate a mp3 to ME how similar i guess.went something like this.
Elaine: blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
me: its just an mp3
elaine: blahblahblahblah no it shows how you take of people and how crooked you are blahblahblahblah

Unholy confessions

2008-05-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

Have you ever ask look in the mirror and ask yourself,do you love yourself??have you ever once look in the mirror and appreciate to be who your are right now??and have u ever not want change maybe a small part of yourself to look better??
Im sure most of u guys be saying yes to all,but is beauty really just skin deep,or its deeper,is it the small things that you do that really defines who you are??..kk im asking really alot of self qns right now..but dont you ever wonder,how different ppl have different attitude,why different ppl are soo different in a sense of nt looks or how you carry out in the world??..

What makes you who you are??..

kk,i think ive confuse a few dozen ppl here with my ranting,but i think,if you look at this qns,you would never be able to answer..just like life,you only want to see what you wanna see..but have we ever look at the life thats inside us,with that,i end this post..still its confusing as ever..haha

Angels on fire..
we are not define by words,but by the actions that we shape ourself in,every small things that we do define who we are..we are total strangers to anyone,even ourself..

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